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oh god Iso, you're unintentionally fantastic.

I'm considering creating a tag called 'emoting over return of the king' because that film always get me depressed. oh, Frodo, you're so creepy and sad. and Legolas, you're just pretty. and state the obvious. and the 'how do you pick up the threads of an old life?' monologue never fails to make me feel sad. But at least I got to watch all of the extended editions and all the extra scenes. Like the Houses of Healing! little things make me happy, I'm kind of a geek like that.
Also watched 'Life On The Murder Scene' [the mychem dvd] and it's kind of awesome. I also listened to the entire of The Black Parade in order. I'm kind of a fangirl.

Max is feeling better now, but the remote isn't. so puppy kisses and lots of dvds for me.

I should be getting HP whenever the post comes tomorrow. I'd go to the midnight release and all that, but who with? nobody's around here that much, but that's okay. Planning on going riding pretty early tomorrow anyway, and I'm on puppy sitting duties while my dad goes to a party his minions are hosting. [how cool is that? my dad has minions. okay, employees, but they call him things like crabbit. bwaha.] My brother is home tomorrow as well [which happens once in a blue moon, I kid you not] so I guess I'll have to pester him into getting my birthday present.
I'm really not sure what I'm expecting from the book. As long as I like it more than OotP. I hated that book. Caps locks does not make people emphasise with you. I've pretty much avoided spoilers and/or downloads, so who knows what's going to happen. Maybe I'll read the last chapter first anyway.

I think I'd just like to sleep. But I'll just sit around and play with my hair. I actually really like my hair right now. sure, it's more or less just plain brown [and I don't even know if it's natural or not anymore, that's how much i dye my hair] but it's quite short - long enough that it will just go into two bunches - but that's the way I like it. I could just take photos, that would be far easier.
I also really want to buy coloured hair extensions. I need to head over to Walsall area anyway to get my contacts.

I don't have much to do, it's just getting around to doing it. my life would be at least a bit easier if I actually did all these things I keep thinking of.
But in a few weeks, everything will be go-go-go, and then it's September. which, ugh, I'm looking forward to like whoa.

I kind of love coke zero at the moment, because there's nothing in it.

So wow, the whole going home and sleeping thing? Totally didn't happen. Instead, they got me drunk, and convinced me to stay completely against my free will! >| Or not. Heh, whatever. I'm quite glad I stayed [despite being oh so tired right now] it ended up being [mostly] a rather fun evening, sitting around, eating Doritos, listening to music and being silly. Meet a lot of cool people, which means that I'll come visit you soon, Ellie! ♥
But any night containing phrases such as 'I want to make him my finger puppet!' is surely one to remember, right?

...I'm still feeling ill. :D But hopefully, that will be one of the things this year will bring. I should be going to the hospital sometime soon - depending on when I can get a doctor's appointment [the most pointless appointment ever - 'hay they told me I need to go to the hospital, refer me plz] and then the hospital. It's scaring me a little, I guess.
Thinking of taking up another sport - at current, horse riding is at the same time as tours, which obviously take priority. And since tours are like, every other week, it's impossible to get on the list. But maybe another sport, maybe a martial art. Gonna try swimming more as well. It's depressing since I really need to loose weight - it's not just a self esteem thing anymore either.
I'm really... wishy-washy about clubs and stuff, I get bored, but I want to find something and stick to it. Get used to socialising more.

More work needs to be done, but hay, procrastination today. I really want to get good grades this time - if I get all around 50s, it doesn't matter what I get since I'm on the 4 year course, I just want good marks. I want that First. :/

I'm also going to get my head figured out a little more. I just don't want to go any crazier.

Are these my resolutions? Who knows.

( musings on return of the king )

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I didn't get my shoes. Or my pillow. I did get two tshirts, a bag and a belt from Animal though, and the rest got used for food yesterday. Oops, haha. Very nice stuff though. I still have to buy amazon things too.
Yesterday was a fairly regular day actually. Ellie phoned up Kyle though, so we're going to invade. >D Also saw a Wii being played, and I'm sure lots of amusing things were said but I can't remember any of them.
Today I stole music off my brother. Entire back collection of BNL? Yes plz.

CLAMP Kiseki has cute pictures. GIP. I've never even read Clover, it just turned out really nice.

I am feeling stranger and stranger, mentally and perhaps physically.

Saying 'well, the bits of the equation that you don't need... don't really exist' sounds so... weird. But it's true. Every word of it. o.o WHICH MAKES EVERYTHING GOOD.

So yeah. Hay. :0 I'm currently floating along in my own little manic world of electronics, programming, imaginary numbers, laser quest, crosscodes and cute boys.
Laser quest on Monday was fun. :D Although in the team game, one of the other team kept screaming. ...Go on, make it easier. Also saw James Bond last week, which is a good film indeed. Now the only problem is convincing him he is really not nocturnal >.> Which isn't helped by the fact that he was awake from about 4ish till when I woke up about 8, and then had a nap later. xD Too cute. We also had Chinese buffet, nom worthy. It's just fun hanging around. :3

Got my Auchi tickets. ;D I think me and Pin are getting the 4pm train from Manc, so we'll be there around 7. No idea when I'm leaving. Getting a bit excited now.

I'm so sleepy lately. And my back, legs and arms hurt too.

Making plans for something that's eight months makes me excited yet really scared. But if all goes ahead, it'll rock. Booya.
...I do have to go to a larp weekend as payment though. >_>

So yeah. Bar coursework and occasional stressing - there are things that are getting to me, and chances are, if you're going to hear about them, you already have :P - and while one of them is semi-solved ...I don't know. I worry. Just wish I could focus on one thing at time sometimes. Especially this week, haha.
Sometimes I just wish someone could tell me the answers, but this is something I need to figure out on my own. You know when you're trying to solve a problem, and an answer feels right, but you're not sure if it is, or if you're just making it seem right? Or... not. But that's how I feel.

Roses are red, violets are blue, in Soviet Russia, poem writes you.
I don't know which is better, this or this tshirt.