Return of the King makes me feel a little sad. Especially the slow music with no actual sounds from the characters - yay for lipreading. Those scenes always make me feel sad.
If you want to make me a miserable little Sarri, make me watch the last scene - everything after they get back to the Shire. The one speech by Frodo? Gets me every time.

How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand... there is no going back? There are some things that time cannot mend. Some hurts that go too deep. That have taken hold.

I've quoted it before, but I relate to it so much. Sometimes, there is no going back. Sometimes it's just that people change and things that used to be everything don't mean as much anymore.
Yes, films make me emo.

They also make me think. A few years back, I'd've been all 'lol slash' but actually, it's just about two best friends. Friendship in general. And how I think Sam is actually one of the strongest characters in the whole thing. He's the only one who gave the ring back. It's just the scene at the Grey Havens, where Sam just watches Frodo sail off into the distance. I don't think I could watch something like that. Watching your closest friend walk [well, sail] out of your life, and you know that they're really not coming back. That it's the best thing for them, but you don't want it to happen because of how you feel. People drifting apart, but someone just walking away like that? Ow.
[But Sam does get his happy ending, I guess. Still follows Frodo over the sea at the very end anyway. It's kind of... despite the family and love he has waiting for him, Frodo's still his best friend.]
I think too much. :3

I'd do anything for my closest friends. But sometimes, I need the proof people are my friends. And it's pretty hard to get it lately. I just hate being ignored. So does everyone. Just sometimes, it would mean so much for someone to say 'Hey, how are you doing?' or 'Talk to me more, I miss you.' I'd die if they told me they missed me. It's something that means something to me. But maybe it doesn't to others. I can't tell.

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I didn't get my shoes. Or my pillow. I did get two tshirts, a bag and a belt from Animal though, and the rest got used for food yesterday. Oops, haha. Very nice stuff though. I still have to buy amazon things too.
Yesterday was a fairly regular day actually. Ellie phoned up Kyle though, so we're going to invade. >D Also saw a Wii being played, and I'm sure lots of amusing things were said but I can't remember any of them.
Today I stole music off my brother. Entire back collection of BNL? Yes plz.

CLAMP Kiseki has cute pictures. GIP. I've never even read Clover, it just turned out really nice.

I am feeling stranger and stranger, mentally and perhaps physically.

Tags: :|, babble, emo face, films, life