Second things second.

Shall I elaborate on the last entry?

Yeah, I don't mind the principle of it. Sure, I'll feel a bit left out. But hey. I can deal.

What I object to, is you sneaking behind my back, and then rubbing it in my face. Because, yes, that's what it felt like.

If you didn't want me to come, if you were angry with me or just plain fed up of me, you could have just told me.

At the moment, I'm finding it hard to believe anything you say.

If you won't bring it up, then neither will I. I don't believe I am required to explain to you why I'm upset if, as seems the case, you do not care.

All I'm glad for is that I had people to talk to, to stop me getting more upset and down than I was, and to stop me of thinking to do soemthing stupid. Thank you to those people.

Now, I'm sure you have an excuse why you did this, and if you'd like to tell me, feel free. I'm sure you didn't really mean it, right?
Heh. A bit too late, methinks.

I'm sure when you respond, it will instantly become my fault, because I brought it up. (God, there should be a fandom rule for that.) But I was hurt.

Completely unoriginal, part 2

Second call for postcards. Anyone who wants a postcard at Christmas (will be sent off around the end of the month) can you tell me and give me your address, even in a comment or by e-mail. ^^
So far:
qkslvr
miiol
ultemys
yugure
all want one. ^_^

So, yeah. ^^;

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Since Lj is being a biatch...

First off, Bex, I did not mean tht kind of stupid. I meant more moping all evening and making even stupider posts thatn I did last night.

Second. Jordan, I'm aplogising for reacting as badly as I did. But I'm not aplogising for getting hurt.
What would you have done and thought if you were me? If you thought that really, the only reason people keep you around is because they pity you? If that you felt bad, because you know all of your friends live close together, so it's easier for them to do stuff together? When you are vaguely aware that the person you see as your best friend is going somehwere, but all of a sudden, people are assuming you're going and asking you things about times? And, when it's actually on, you have two of the people there telling you over the internet that you're stupid? When your parents say that everyone's fed up of you? And when you finally say something, you are met with sarcastic responses that really, iy's your own fault.
Just like everything else.

Tell me, what would you have done.

You hurt me, and the way you blamed it all on me with that snarky response really hurt me.
You could have explained beforehand. Or just said what was going on. That's what I meant about sneaking behind my back.
And it seemed like you were telling me off for having emotions. Well, thank you.

And good night.