Since Lj is being a biatch...
First off, Bex, I did not mean tht kind of stupid. I meant more moping all evening and making even stupider posts thatn I did last night.
Second. Jordan, I'm aplogising for reacting as badly as I did. But I'm not aplogising for getting hurt.
What would you have done and thought if you were me? If you thought that really, the only reason people keep you around is because they pity you? If that you felt bad, because you know all of your friends live close together, so it's easier for them to do stuff together? When you are vaguely aware that the person you see as your best friend is going somehwere, but all of a sudden, people are assuming you're going and asking you things about times? And, when it's actually on, you have two of the people there telling you over the internet that you're stupid? When your parents say that everyone's fed up of you? And when you finally say something, you are met with sarcastic responses that really, iy's your own fault.
Just like everything else.
Tell me, what would you have done.
You hurt me, and the way you blamed it all on me with that snarky response really hurt me.
You could have explained beforehand. Or just said what was going on. That's what I meant about sneaking behind my back.
And it seemed like you were telling me off for having emotions. Well, thank you.
And good night.
2003-11-09 02:42 pm (UTC)
It's not my fault people assumed you were going
I'm not being held responsible for either Hope or Christenes reactions when i'm elsewhere
and i'm genuinly sorry that you got hurt, I should've told you, although at the time it didn't seem that I needed to since it wasn't a party and anyone describing it as such didn't get it from me.
(Anonymous)
2003-11-09 11:11 pm (UTC)
bleh gotta love putting your foot in it :\
2003-11-09 08:55 pm (UTC)