It hurts because she always has to be right, and doesn't mind stepping on me or lying or provoking me to be right.
It hurts when she ignores the fact she knows I'm insecure about my drawing skills and won't go on the art course because of that, and just makes snide comments about how I'll be stuck doing a boring job all summer.
It hurts how she gives me that disgusted look when I say something that disagrees with her views.
It hurts when she suggests we go eat sushi at a place that does a £10 meal, and then when I say we could go around my birthday, she says I'll have to pay for everyone.
It hurts how she knows I'll let her walk over me.
(Anonymous)
2003-06-05 11:11 am (UTC)
jesus
what happened ay?? what happened to her not getting to you??
ju...shes no better than anyone. why the hell dont u just see that? i mean yeh, i know probably why...but thats no reason to allow her to do that
for fucks sake...
Though I have no true argument...
(Anonymous)
2003-06-23 02:22 pm (UTC)
It hurts that you don't feel you can say anything about this to my face.
If you'd have said soemthing I'd have done something about it,
When you told me to shut up about your job, I did.
In my own mind I see things differently, and due to being a different person, I always will, but to put a point forwards in my opinion:
During the sushi bar conversation, I was trying to make the point that we're (mostly) only 16, we don't have jobs, and we're all exceedingly broke (at different levels of brokeness) not that you should have to pay for all of it,
I don't want to walk all over anybody, including yourself,
And for now i'l say goodbye for another time until I can use a computer. If you send a response, I have no idea when i'l be able to pick it up.
I'm not arguing with you. I just wish you'd tell me.