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A lot of the time I wonder, do I mean the things I say, or are they just an automatic repsonse to keep the other person happy?

I wonder that, too. About me, I mean. You know when you've had a shitty day and people ask "how're things going?" and you go "yeah I'm okay" and make it sound like you mean it? I'm good at that.

Yeah. It's funny how people just accept it on face value. However, I posted a rant thing on my other journal about the meaning of the phrase 'It doesn't matter' and my friend wouldn't me get away with saying that... for all of a day. x.x

I wonder that, too. I think everyone does at some point in time. It's just the kind of thing you end up thinking about...and then you start doubting the things you say...the things you feel...everything. Wondering who you're saying them for, doing them for, feeling them for, everything.

But then I just kinda...push the wondering/worry aside and go back to living and everything. I mean, yeah, sometimes I worry, but if I dwell on it, then things just get worse...so yeah.

I don't know, really. I guess it depends on the person and situation.