*falls asleep* I'm pratically dead on my feet. Pratically meaning the only reason I'm not is because I'm sitting down.
Last night was okay, I guess. The mother scored the highest out of the people from are yard, I think. 58.3%, which is fairly good, considering it's the first dressage test she's done.
Everyone kept asking me if I was going to do on. ¬¬ Fools. Haven't they noticed that in the last six months, I have me down, what, 3 times. Riding just doesn't interest me that much anymore.
But it was okay, I guess.
I've come to the conclusion that I hate the way I look in photos. x.x
I feel kinda sick, ill and shaky. I want to cry.
I think I'm going to start doing some fanwork recs. I'm hugely bored and twitchy. I need someone to talk to. I want someone to talk to me. I want to feel special. But I can't feel things I'm not, I guess. And it's been made clear I'm not special.
Edit: Download Wolf's Rain, download! Fufufufu! ^_^
- Maybe Someday I Won't Be So Lonely. And I'll Walk On Water With Every Chance I Get
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