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I smell burning. Does burning like following me around? (This in reference to the burnt popcorn I made and ate last night. I am an idiot. But you knew that.)


My ego is non-existant. I am going to see the doctor some time soon. My mother gave me three different types of medication this morning. She won't let me go on anti-depressents. My brother has a whiny voice. It rained in Brazil last night. I can't feel sad because apparently I'm looking for sympathy. Nobody cares. So why should I feel? As long as I wear a mask and everything seems happy nobody will worry.


This made no sense. Go me.

I care about you. *holds you close and pets your hair* Everything will be okay, just have faith and keep your hopes alive. You need lots of hugs and attention from your friends, you're the same way I am. We keep our distance though for fear of rejection, that way we can hope for the best. I wish I could make you feel better by snapping my fingers, but then I'm not a mage, right? *long sigh*

*hugs* it made plenty of sense...

fuck the world and everybody in it who doesn't care -_- they don't have the same problems...and how the hell can they assume they know what it's like? Why do they suddenly get to decide who's looking for sympathy and who might actually be depressed?

I really hate it when people who have no clue think they can (and do) get away with things like that. You don't deserve it.

then there are so many people who DO fake it

those people need help, anyway...I mean, something's obviously off if they have to fake something like depression for attention...

I'd continue...but heh, I feel uncomfortable replying to anonymous comments. No clue who you are, no clue whether that was targeted toward anyone specifically....yeah.

*hugs back* Thanks... I like your opinion of the world. :D
You be happy as well, okay?

::snuggles you::
dont worry, you shall see me soon and all shall be well!

If you don't want to go on anti depressents, take St Johns Wart. It's a well known herbal remedy that people take instead of anti depressents.

I don't think you're sad for attention. That's just silly.

*hugs* Thanks*
*bounces happily* You're back tomorrow? ^^ Who else knows?