I seem to keep doing this - ending up coming home from things a day early. But hey, s'all good.

Yesterday evening was spent with Alan, Bob and some other guy from mujs who I don't remember. There were intense discussions on Disney films. srs bsns. After they left, me and Alan listened to music and talked about random things - in which it was concluded that drama follows me. And also, considering Alan was all 'oh no, don't think I'll be up for doing much in the evening, I have to be up early on Sunday' - he ended up kicking me out around 5am. Manchester is fantastic around then though. Kind of grey and empty, which is weird.
Sunday, met up with Sophie and trailed around various houses. Namely, the house of Sophie, Katie, Jade and Chloe, and the house of Alan and other people who I don't actually know. Ended up getting the train to Birmingham with Sophie, because its more fun travelling with other people. I love that girl. So basically, we talked and did puzzles for a couple of hours, and then parted ways, cause she still had to get to Bristol.
But as always, deep conversations with Sophie and Alan leave me kind of pensive.
you can never say never, but there's a time where you have to face the facts, and sometimes, something are just not meant to be. at least, not at this moment in time.

Also, my sleeping pattern is thrown off by staying up until 6am.

I've been wondering how to say this for a while. Because I'm actually afraid that if I say, 'hey, these people I've met are really great people!' that people will go 'um, hey, what about us? we are good friends too!' And while thats true, it's just... I'm not entirely sure, really. This year has been the first year I've really made friends at uni. Sophie, Alan, Dory, Katie. And it's kind of, well, huh. Just trying to get used to it. It really means a lot to me.
somehow, part of me is still waiting to be told to go away.

I just want September, I guess,

Tags: friends, life, srs bsns