Gr. Just had to quit my online NWN game because my mother decided to tell me I had to eat, even though I'd said I'd wait until after she'd been shopping. She won't go shopping for another hour until Star Trek's finished. And then she went and made me go downstairs for no reason and yell at me. *pissed off*

Well, apart from that.... Finally installed Never Winter Nights. In my online game, I died repeatedly, had the game crash and therefore lost all of about 1 1/2 hours worth of data, including XP *sob* and then had to go.
I suck at this game.

My brother was home yesterday. Thank god he didn't stay long. I know it's not nice to say whatsoever, but I do hate him.

Katie is getting on my nerves immensely. as is Holly. Just because she thinks she's my friend does not automatically give her the right to talk to me patronizingly and expect me to tell her all my secrets. It doesn't concern her and I don't trust her nor like her.

Oh yes. Be in awe of Alai's people skill's today. Yesh.

(If you're wondering, Alai is my NWN character. She rocks. Apart from when she's dying. Constantly. -.-;; I think she's become another persona.)

I feel like kicking something.

I am calm, I am calm.

I got upset today because of a conversation me and Jordan had. She and Katie had both contributed to getting songs in my head, and I said it was their fault. Jordan said it wasn't. I asked it was mine and she said something akin to yes. And the fact sinks in that I cause so many problems.
I was upset.
I'm so oversensitive at the moment. I want to talk to people about it, but it's never the right moment. Sometimes they don't want to talk, sometimes I don't, sometimes there's other people I don't want to hear about it are around and will listen in if they can. Sometimes I don't want to drag everybody down with me.


Bmb today... ^.^ That was suprising. *goes crosseyed* What a plot twist.

Meh. I want to make a new layout or avatar. *purrs* Photoshop Elements.