Instructions:
Write 10 statements
Intended to different people.
Never tell which one is to who.

I don't think you know what you mean to me. In fact, I'm pretty damn sure you don't. And you know, I don't know if I know. I don't want to let you go.

Sometimes, I think that I'm still jealous of you. But I love you anyway. Do you know that? You're easy to talk to and help me with my problems :3 *much luffle*

You know better than most how random I can be. I guess I'm not as worried about you as I used to be, but I still care lots and lots and lots. :3 You make me listen to evil songs though! 'What a wanker.'

Guess what? I'm so sorry. I want to be friends, but I come to the conclusion, I don't know what to say to you. I don't regret you, but I regret what I did more than anything. I still think of you, everytime I hear that song.

Look at where we are now, heh. Still clingy. X3 Somedays I hate you, some days I love you, some days I just want you to care! XP Tell me it's all going to be okay sometimes. I tell you stuff because I want to tell you, not necessarily because I think you can help, so telling me to talk to certain people just makes me go GRAWRGRAWRSTABINFACEX1000000

I have some creepy sixth sense about you, and that's just odd, because I always seem to ask the right questions. I worry about you sometimes, I really hope you do go far.

I want you to make something of yourself, you really deserve it. You're a star. I rely on you too much, I guess, because I know you'll always try to help. You have no idea how much it means to me, believe me. I'd want you to move away, if just for a fresh start. I'd still miss you.

I'm still bitter. It still hurts.

I don't see you a lot, but I still have a lot of respect for you, and tend to cling to you whenever I see you, although I think sometimes I annoy you. My trying to help never works either. You were good to talk to, sitting out by a campfire, and hugging me when I cried. You ish muchly pretty and cool! =3

Father Christmas is coming to get you! *giggles*

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I seem to have lost my drive to update... It's not that stuff hasn't been happening, just work and tiredness and not being home much. XD

Friday was a party for Keith's flatmates' birthdays. I was shy and sat on the counter and talked to Liam and the Guru from the canoe club who are fun and scary. X3 Then there was drunken sex, which was fun.
Saturday, iceskating with MUJS. 50 minute train journey with football fans and the smell of weed = death for Sarri. Felt all closed in and hard to breathe. >.<; The ice skating was fairly good, only fell over twice. Most of that was because I was clinging on to Keith at the start. I did make him fall over though XD and my knees still hurt.
Sunday was an non entity.
Monday, Java labs were a bitch since we hadn't done the lecture. *rawr* So I'll go again Friday. X3
Tuesday morning, I neded up making a big effort to get in for 9 for microcontroller project, and ended up only being there for half an hour. XD
Today, after lectures we sat at Keith's and I played Maple and they played chess. They're twisted, twisted boys.

The maths has been mainly defeated, and I really really need sleep.