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apatheticGr. Angry. No... make that angry with paticular people.
Catherine said people don't try to cheer me up when I'm depressed becuase I'm depressed all the time. Yet she said i'm talktative all the time. I'm okay most of the time, IMO. But, then again, who knows?
I'm just fed up of my friends not seeming to care.
When I say friends, I'm really referring to the people closest to me. People who aren't on LJ. Thus why I write it here. I know Bex reads it, not sure about Jordan.
I hate myself for worrying so much about myself. Other people have problems which are so much more important.
Bex had a list of points for depression. I had almost all of them. What does that mean?
I try and be happy for all my friends. In all honestly, I'm better than I was.
Just because I'm quiet, doesn't mean I'm depressed.
I feel so apathetic about everything. Especially working. I don't care anymore really.
(Anonymous)
2003-01-17 05:09 am (UTC)
different things seem bad to different people,so different things affect different people in different ways.so you are entitled to feel that whatever is wrong with you is bad even if you dont see it as significant,because the chances are most other people will see it as bad...does that make any sense at all?!
eg...wen i thought my stuff was nothin compared to his...and his stuff made my stomach churn and made me panic...he said my stuff did the same to him even if i dont think its bad compared to what he told me
its the same with you.your problems will seem bad to other people even if they dont to you so they are significant and thats why people try to help.ignore what catherine said...thats a really shallow thing to say,about not helpin cos ur always depressed.i know your not always,and il always help u wen u r ok?
*hugs*
Bex x
(Anonymous)
2003-01-28 08:30 am (UTC)
In a similar thing to what bex said, about different things being seen differently to different people - people cope differently too, don't mistake silence for apathy.