Anger

Hurt

Jealousy

Fear

Trust

Resentment

Happiness

Possiveness

Grateful

Sometimes I don't like the way I feel. I'll make a resolution to do something, or forget someone, or change how I feel about something. And then I'll go against it straight away.

I don't like the way I feel sometimes. There are some people, how although they might not know it, have the ablity to jerk my emotions all over the place. I'll be happy, and a few words with them will make me upset. I'll be angry with someone, and avoid them, because I know I won't be able to stay angry with them for long once they talk to me. I resent them for that in a way.

Sometimes I hate the way I feel, when I'm angry at everybody or simply when everything's going right. Sometimes I'm angry at myself for wanting things so much. For not having the courage to go along with my plans.

Sometimes I get annoyed when people say something jokingly, but I take it a different way. First I'm angry with them, and then I'm angry with myself.

I'm angry with myself for letting things get to me so much.


And the thing I wonder about the most, what is there good about me? It's something I've been wondering about since the start of the school year. What are my talents? What am i good at?

Because I, for the love of god, cannot figure it out.