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=ever?=
[had sex with inanimate objects] Nope.
[regret saying something] Yup.
[been in love] Yeah.
[skinny-dipped] Nope.
[prostitution] Nope.
[called someone a nazi] Nope.
[mooned anyone] Nope.
[dressed in drag] Crossplay. XD
[passed out] Yup. XD Fun times.
[wrecked a car] Nope.
[gotten into a fight] Yeah.
[had cyber sex] Nope.
[questioned your religious beliefs] Yeah.
[played with treasure trolls] Nope.
[seen a faerie] No.

=favorites=
[beverage] Cocacola.
[food] Chinese takeaway.
[candy] Jelly beans...
[shoe] Blue/grey Nike trainers. ;3
[animal] Dolphins or wolves.
[band] Dishwalla, Muse.
[cd] Just me current listening to cd.
[song] Hallelujah or Fifteen Minutes Old.
[videogame] Pokemon.
[color] Blue.
[ice cream] Phish food.
[saying] "meh..."
[month] June.
[activity] Being with friends.
[place to be] Anywhere with friends.
[weather] Summer.
[body part] *shrugs*
[book] Not sure.
[vegetable] *shrugs*
[fruit] raspberries or strawberries.
[store] Nostalgia, not really sure.
[thing about you] I'm not in a 'let's think great about myself' mood.

=either/or=
[innie or outie] Innie.
[crutons or bacon bits] Neither.
[rain or sun] Both.
[sandals or shoes] Shoes
[tank top or t-shirt] t-shirt.
[sex: public or private] private
[reality or illusion] Reality.
[techno or punk] Techno probably.
[cat or dog] Cat.
[fish or ferret] Fish.
[rap or rock] Rock.
[lust or love] love
[dramatics or apathy] Apathy.

=how many=
[licks does it take you to get to the center of a tootsie pop] No idea.
[shots of whiskey can you take] Never tried. :P
[gallons of water do you waste] Not sure.
[cows die to feed you] A few. I don't eat beef that much though.
[babies will you plague the world with] No idea.
[push-ups and sit-ups can you do] No clue.
[hours of tv do you watch a week] None.
[hours a week do you spend on the computer] Most of the time I'm home.
[times have you had sex] None.
[sex partners have you had] None. *points up*
[people have you pissed off] Lots.
[people have pissed you off] A few.

=how long have you=
[gone without a shower] a weekend.
[sat and watched tv] God, who knows.
[slept] Half term, I ended up sleeping till midafternoon. :3
[had sex] No.
[walked] I dunno.
[ran] No clue. 1500m in a race.
[ate] o_o?
[sat around staring] Long enough.

=friends=
[how many best friends do you have] Four or five.
[who knows the most about you] Not sure, probably Nik or Jun.
[who hangs out with you the most] Nik or Wabbit probably.
[goofiest] Nik.
[smartest] depends. We're all smart when we want to be.
[wittiest] heh.
[most courageous] Not sure. There's courageous. And then there's downright stupid. ;3
[most obsessed] Me.
[easily fascinated] Me.
[funniest when they are drunk] Wabbit.
[sexiest] Meh.
[most talkative] the problem is getting them to shut up.
[most popular] No idea.
[most feminine] Wabbit, maybe.
[most masculine] Jordan. ;D
[best to walk and talk with] Not sure...
[miss the most] Miiol. And kinda miss having a boyfriend. -_-

Today was Bex's pancake party, which was fun. Jason's little sister is evil. And I'm glad I provide my friends with amusing things to talk about when I'm not there.

I feel empty. I was all optimistic, then I just looked at everything and remembered. I'll sleep on it, and everything will be better, I guess.

If you're not my friend, just say. I do try and deal. Just sometimes things get too much - which, admittedly, is happening more often than not lately - and I vent, whine, complain, whatever. I deal with things differently. I know you say you're tired of always cheering me up, but I try. But trying isn't good enough for you...
I told you I couldn't reach anyone.