I saw Nik after school, we talked. Things are better.
I need to stop lashing out. Because I'll get very angry, lash out, rant at people, and then, when I'm face to face with him... I get things sorted. And that's just how I am. How it's always been. I find it hard to stay angry with people once I'm face to face with them. Like someone said about me once...I go to extremes, I'm really upset, really angry... but it fades, it always does. So maybe I should learn to keep my mouth shut. I don't want to make anyone choose sides. But I have. Sorry. x_x I forgive, but other people don't...

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Last night was Lucy's birthday meal. I felt really shy at first but got talking to people eventually. Hope stole a candle, which I blew out when they started burning things. >_>;; [Yeah. Me. Stopping burning. XD People were 'o___o what are they doing? Blow it out!' so I did, and they blamed it on Roxanna, haha.] The other end of the table began mentioning people I knew, and me and Nisha attacked Carl with torn up napkins in his hair. Karen told him though. >_> Everyone else was 'NO you don't have any in your hair still. :DDD' and she told him. XD And Nisha gave me alcohol. XDThen there was the contest between whose dessert would be best, and I believe I won. But I was too fill to finish it. x_X;;
Got home and had insane conversations, the basket has no wheels or skis. >_>; It stays still. And the kitten army is ready for orders. >_>;; The only orders it has had so far were, sleep, rest and be merry. All done. ;D
Woke up, and the first entry I see on my flist is asking if anyone wants to play GB. ^.^ So I went along to find PR and some other people and it was fun, and I'm still rather hyper. XD Thanks for the games. n.n

My right click won't work. >_>;; I think I might play Pokemon. Two gyms were killed last night. ;D