So tired. Soooo tired. -_- It's kicking in how soon it is until my January modules. As in, I have one on Monday. :D So I have no idea if I'll be at MAC. Bleh.

RPG yesterday was okie. I was uber stressed about the loss of my keys so I was late meeting people in Sutton which meant we got to rpg at 8. XDD But~ I passed Can't Stop Falling In Love Difficult Doubles, yay, and Tegan beat me on the scoreboard for Easy 1. Damn you, girl. ^.~ Amazement from the townies at me playing doubles. Haha. We took control of the machine for 5 goes, and they were watching. [Silly, should have put tokens up. :D] As we left, they went on to do-- Afronova Standard. XD Poor them. Ate pizza and made innuendo, same as always I guess.

Tuesday, we watched some of Saikano after school. The subtitles on the extras are on crack. Yo and Chanley. XD

I wish I could have played Halo 2 at New Years. ;___; I don't know if I'll be able to go to the Halo 2 LAN thing... I really want to go. I wanna play Halo. >0
SCII was fun though. All fear my big stick of doom. XD

I am seriously wanting to do cosplay the catgirl from Trickster. Hmm. I don't know whether to try and recruit people.

Being back at school is... weird. People are getting on my nerves and I'm tired and worried, but it's good to see people, oh yes. I just can't wait until half term. Breathing space.

I'm trying to stop myself making the same mistakes. I don't want to push my close friends away. But I always seem to try. I'm scared of the next year, scared of losing people.

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I'm sorry... I really am... I need to talk to you.