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I feel lost. I really do wish I had someone here to tell me where to go, to make me feel like it's okay. I really want to fall asleep in someone's arms. Anyones arms really. Just someone who cares about me. But it feels like to ask for that is too much. Like... to ever ask for help, for someone to be there to listen is too much. I know people are there for me. I'm just scared of them saying no.

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Kinda tired, as usual. And as above, feeling a little hopeless. School today. Saw teh hope to say happy late birthday. Had a chemistry that I - surprise surpise - hadn't revised for.
Dinner with family yesterday. Small cousins are annoying. Chinese food is good.

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First off! DDR Wednesday afternoon! Anyone up for it, meet me at New Street at around 4.30. ^_^ Hehee. At Birmingham admissions day. e.e

Also~ on Saturday, we're gonna be playing football, so anyone up for that, please tell me. ^_^ *pokes Kyle and the like*

[extends arms]

They aren't that long. Sorry :(

First off isn't Birmingham Admissions 8th Dec?
Second I maybe up for football, but have to wait and see, serious consideration is required due to the overwhelming amount of energy and effort required. Wow, I never thought I'd be able to make sex sound so pointless ... assuming of course I was talking about sex. Which I wasn't. I was talking about football. So that was really kinda weird. Ah hell. I don't fucking know.

My admissions day for my course. =/
XDD

Oh, I figured everyone went on the same day and spilt up. Baka Jam.

If you ever needed anything like that I'm hear and I'd never refuse you help if it was in my power to help you!

As for wednesday might see you there and saterday football sounds fun but some how i don't it will be any place I'll be able to get to so maybe not!

*cuggles*

you know I got your back to the bitter end my friend , I'd never say no if you asked for help you know this.

*snugglewuggle* You know you have me to talk to if you need me, Ill always be here and you know that. I'd be a poo head if I turned you away if you needed a chat! I am your snuggle bunny ^_______^

*huggles* me here to help if you want me. and me coming DDR-ing on wed, just try and stop me! I will beat easy 1 (I've been sayin that for the last 3 months but ah well....)

*more huggles and a wabbit shnuffle*

If I can actually get into town. ¬¬;; I will clean up as much as I can tonight and text ya tomorrow.

But! =DDDD I'm on to Never Gonna Make *insert rest of title in here* ^____^

YAY! An i will secretly sneak you into town on wed :P


For some reason I can really empathise with that feeling at the moment, I'm feeling kind of like that too. :\

Hmm, it'd be fun to go on Wednesday... :) Dunno if I could though.