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*yawns* We actually RPed. As in... actually... RPed. o_O;;; Had a headache so I was being whiny and bitchy. -_-; Sorry. Lost it a little on the way home... I'm really beginning to scare myself. I don't like feeling like this.
\o/ A'd So Deep Standard tho. I are teh lame.

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I feel lost and confused. I don't want to be alone. I know what I should do... but I can't. Heh, I'm pathetic. Utterly pathetic at times. I don't want to shut my emotions away, but I feel I should. Gah, why am I letting this affect me, why am I so weak? I'm scared to hug him. Too scared I'll break completely. Why is this happening? Why can't I just put it behind me? He has... I didn't matter, I don't matter... not to him. And I don't want to affect me... I want to be angry, I want to be happy, I want him to hurt, I want him to be happy.
I think I'm going insane.
I don't care if I can supposedly handle the A2 work, I don't want to! It's too much for me to take right now. Why am I so weak?

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1. Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.
2. I will respond; I'll ask you five questions.
3. You'll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.
4. You'll include this explanation.
5. You'll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed.

1. What's your highest score in the DDR?
Um. @_@ Man, I never look at my score. I've A'd a few Difficult [Standard by stepmania XD;] songs and got on to the final song of Easy Nonstop. :3;; Unless you count Stepmania. AA'd Era Difficult. I have them mad skillz, yo.

2. What's your current obcession? ..Besides DDR.. >.>
Not sleeping or eating. XD; Seriously, it'd be taking insane photos. Or kicking the Iso.

3. How did you get Sarri for a nickname? And how did it grow into Sarritichi? o.O
I needed a name for a character, so I combined my two favourite characters of the time - Sakura and Kari - and ended up with Sarri. This was about 2001. XD Last year, me and a friend developed the idea of an insane Weiss cosplay group, and I got given Omi and my friend was Yohji. We joked about using the names Omittichi and Yotan for a while, and somehow ended up tacking -tichi on the end of Sarri. XD And now the other girl has -tan on the end of her name. XD I'm so sad.

4. What's the oddest thing you've ever done while high on caffiene/sugar?
Let me think... I can't actually think. I really can't.

5. And the most important question of all! If you were a tree, what kind of tree would you be?
A ninja tree, of course. X3

:( *gives you big huggles*

Interview me. :)

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she says what i keep trying toi say.. maybe you will listen to 2 o us...
and i know what you said last night but if youy want me to go away for a while i will....

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seem to be suprising a few people of late and i know i havent changed anything about me... maybe its just people dont know me as well as they think they do. and the assume things...

...I really don't know... It hurts... but I want to be your friend... I want to just talk to you and get everything out, find all the things that are confusing me... I just want to be okay... And only I can do that I know =/
It hurts to see you. But it hurts when it feel like you're avoiding me...

And it's more like about 5 people who are telling me to stay away from you...

I don't think it makes you sad! XD It makes us... sexy-sexy florist by day assassin by night bishounen. In our minds, or something. Wahah! I'm still amused at that!

You as Omi: *Genki genki* :D!! ...I'm tired. ;;
Me as Yohji: *Manages to accidentally get in several yaoi photos* :D! ...T__T I'm not wearing enough! *Huddles in coat*