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nauseated*sighs* Cold and tired and a heavy heart. In this situation... I don't want to do anything. But I know other people do. I just feel so insignificant. I don't know who or to believe anymore.
Have a quiz thing. Fill it out. =0
1. Tell me something obvious about yourself
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
2004-10-04 08:22 am (UTC)
...More than you'd think....
2004-10-04 02:54 am (UTC)
Im in love with Chocolate cake!
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
That its taken me about ten minutes to think of something to answer this question 0.o I dont know what you DO know about me!
3. What is your biggest fear?
Loosing total self control
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
Shortcut.
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
Someone.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
My ipod, or my saxophone or my keyboard (well, its not really MY keyboard, but me still loves it ^_^)
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
Falling for people who I cant be with
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
There's nothing to tell, really..
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
I dont lie that often..
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
Play on stage in front of thousands of people.. First time was fantastic..
12. Are you the jealous type?
Meh, depends on what it is.
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
Person = Steph, Place = London, Thing = Music!
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Luke, when he told me everything about himself and then made me realise how much it helped him. That made me feel amazing ^_^
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Go to Bristol and dance around a somebody with fairy lights.
16. When was the last time you cried?
Last night.
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
On Saturday, when he appeared out of nowhere..
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
Nope!
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
*has never been drunk*
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
Yush! Please.. Unless you've answered more than one and you're sick of answering more!
(Anonymous)
2004-10-04 03:00 am (UTC)
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know. urm...my stomach hurts :(
3. What is your biggest fear? don't think i have one single one, probably fire, or death
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut? depends on my mood, and the situation, probably the safe route if it was dark or something
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money? to know what people are thinking
6. What is your most treasured possession? hurm, my necklace, or my photos
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often? when i won't shut up and i say things before i speak, or get wound up over nothing
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know. haha jesus...um...i'm very open minded...i'll put it that way haha
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows. i'm a slaaaag lol...no...um...i don't know...i have a dirty mind :D
10. What is your favorite lie to tell? i don't have one, why would i? lol...maybe i do, and i just don't realise :)
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again. there is something but i'm not going to say it here lol, so going to the motorbike racing, i've done that more than once...but still...lol
12. Are you the jealous type? yes :\
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to? kris, usually alcohol, or music...
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you? these are hard questions! um, when kris randomly appeared at my house wheni was spending the first night in the house on my own when my mum went on holiday...i had no idea...even though he scared me in the way he did it lol.
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be? buy lots of cool music, kidnap my bestest friends from their lessons, get alceehol and go have a good time :)
16. When was the last time you cried? um...yesterday
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? urr...i'm not sure
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on? *coughs* no...i think i'dalso be arrested lol
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk. patting jasons little brother on the head, which i really don't remember lol
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it? yeeeeh
2004-10-04 03:19 am (UTC)
I have a penis.
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
You don't know how long my penis is? XD I won't go any further...
3. What is your biggest fear?
Abandonment.
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
Generally the safe route.
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
A boyfriend.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
Hmmm... I don't know. I have tons of little things I treasure. My precious books!
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
Self-hatred.
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
Chris Gartland gave me a blowjob while we were watching cartoons. XD!! Um... did this count?
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
I like guys? x_X
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
"No, I'm fine."
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
Hug people, in order to comfort them.
12. Are you the jealous type?
Certainly.
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
Chris "Gimli" Heroux.
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
... ;-; I don't know.
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Kiss a bunch of random guys who are cute! :D
16. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday.
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
Crap. I don't know. It's been a while.
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
Not in the slightest. So fat! >.<;
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
Never been drunk and never intend to be.
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
I would want to hear from you, but I doubt I would post it. =/
2004-10-04 10:54 pm (UTC)
Thus I shall reply. *hugs lots for you*
1. Tell me something obvious about yourself
I believe skittles will rule the world. =0
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
I don't want to be alone, but I don't know if I can trust enough yet.
3. What is your biggest fear?
Being alone. Everything seems worse when I have noone to talk to.
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
Safe route.
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
Self esteeem. Someone to hold me.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
Pc. =D Music on pc.
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
Get paranoid and work myself up. Also, the whole randomly throwing up thing. o_O
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
My first french kiss was with a girl. Who then asked me to sleep with her. o.o;
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
I like guys and girls. =D
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
"I'm ok."
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
Fall asleep in someone's arms.
12. Are you the jealous type?
Yeah.
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
Probably my ex to a degree. x_X;; Otherwise, manga and music. =p
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Worried about me.
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Catch a plane and go see all my lj friends.
16. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday afternoon.
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
Last night, a little. =/ Otherwise, two weeks ago.
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
Nope. o_O;;
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
I just got ill. However, they made me play strip poker and spin the bottle when I was tipsy. -_-;
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
=P You already have!
...How are things doing for you? =/
2004-10-04 03:36 am (UTC)
Er...my name is tegan?
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
0.o....ooh, i dont like mango ice-cream!
3. What is your biggest fear?
Being permanently alone :(
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
Depends on the situation
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
Everlasting happiness
6. What is your most treasured possession?
Sadly, my old diary.
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most
often?
I have absolutely no confidence in myself. and that shows itself a lot
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
er...i'm still a virgin? I think you knew that.... *^_^;
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
I'm straight (atm)
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
How can anyone have a favourite lie?
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
Shoot a flaming arrow at something!!!
12. Are you the jealous type?
No. At least, i like to think i'm not
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
I can never say no to solitude on a rainy day
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Told me they had absolute faith in my as a person
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
oh, so many possibilities....
16. When was the last time you cried?
saturday
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
probably last night!
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
...hell no, i'm female!
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
Never been drunk :)
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
If you wish :)
2004-10-04 04:23 am (UTC)
1. Tell me something obvious about yourself- I'm poke50uk
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
..*ponders*.. i really don't think theres anything... wat bout that i had a life threating contagious disese when I was a few months old...
3. What is your biggest fear?
loseing the one i love
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
safe route.. mesa boring :/
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
kids.. wait.. u can.. ermm.. my own.. wait.. u still can..
6. What is your most treasured possession?
pete
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
not do homework
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
erm... level 5.9 (or 4.9 on my scale)
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
Straight
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
I haven't got the time
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
lol- level 5.9 (or 4.9 on my scale
12. Are you the jealous type?
nope
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
duh
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
level 5.9 (or 4.9 on my scale)
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
run away
16. When was the last time you cried?
last sunday (not yeaterday)
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
yesterday
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
nope
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
socialized with Phil
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
ermm.. if.. yeppo..
2004-10-04 04:49 am (UTC)
02. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know: My Japanese friend and I got stopped by scary modeling talent scouts in the street in Bath. XD But they found out we weren't old enough and left us alone. O.o
03. What is your biggest fear? Being helpless/unable to change situations.
04. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut? Safe route! :D
05. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money? I don't think there is anything. XD Everything has a price~.
06. What is your most treasured possession? My contact lenses~. >w<;;
07. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often? Jealousy/getting angry at small things.
08. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know. ...:D;; I once got groped by an old lady? XD
09. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows. I find the subject scary. XDD
10. What is your favorite lie to tell? 'Wah, that's cool! No, I don't mind at all! ^_^' that kind of thing. XD
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again: Eat~. (I lost my appetite for a week or so.)
12. Are you the jealous type? YES. Very much so. T___T;;
13. What is the one person, place or thing that you can never say no to? ...Secret. XD
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you? I think when Coji called me when I was really upset. ;; He was the first person to do something like that for me. I was so touched, I almost cried. T___T
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be? Pull out my eyeball!! I really wanna see what it's like to do it. But it might hurt~ ;_;
16. When was the last time you cried? ...Sometime in August. ^^ It's hard for me to cry.
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? YESTERDAY! XD I was like WHOO and it was like WHEE and I like being awake at night. xD BSHHH~~~.
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on? Hell yeah!! ...But not really.
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk: Ummm. XD I don't drink.
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it? Hell yes~! XD DUDE. Plz. :3 If you don't mind me stealing the quiz~~, that is!
2004-10-04 04:54 am (UTC)
2004-10-04 04:57 am (UTC)
*mushu voice*I LIVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEE!!!
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
I once stalked shadows for fun
3. What is your biggest fear?
Fear itself...
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
The shortcut if it's dark
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
Companionship
6. What is your most treasured possession?
My friends
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
Annoying people or hurting them with comments that were nothing of my purpose, much of my negligence...
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
0.o
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
That i am.....
INNUENDO!
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
That everything's ok
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
Go to a live concert!
12. Are you the jealous type?
Obsessively, but i can control it very well.
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
Person-Bex or Nath
Place-Noodle Bar,Dragon Inn,Lemongrass,New Zealand,Somewhere cold...etc etc
Thing-KETCHUP!
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Been there for me when i needed them
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Walk calmly out of school whilst blowing up the headmistresses office
16. When was the last time you cried?
Last Summer
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
Yesterday
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
No
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
Dodgy texting the wrong person's boyfriend... o.o
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
Nah tis opk...
2004-10-04 05:17 am (UTC)
I have ginger hair
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
I once tested what would happen in the "I wonder what would happen if I dropped this extremely sharp knife into my foot" scenario on an orange (poor orange...)
3. What is your biggest fear?
Losing Control
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
Shortcut :D
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
The ability to fly
6. What is your most treasured possession?
My cuddly toy seal
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
Suffering too much from regret
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
I've snogged 2 other girls at the same time (3 way kisses are fun :D)
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
I have a gutter mind :D
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
I don't really have one, I tell some different lies.
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
Sleep in the heather
12. Are you the jealous type?
Not generally
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
The pixies
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Well the pixies change the traffic lights everyday, I guess that's pretty nice. Although I'm guessing you mean human - in which case it'd probably be my dad driving me all the way to various cons and back.
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Paint the walls with neon colours
16. When was the last time you cried?
I canne remember
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
I canne remember that either, I always seem to have a couple of thought processes going on in my mind
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
If you mean wondering around with a bra on, then I've kinda allready done it. (Wore my mimiru costume to asda :D)
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
Apparently I danced in a room on my own, to some lame music, but I can't remember, so I don't know if it's true
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
I'm not going to post it, but you can answer it if you really want to
2004-10-04 05:21 am (UTC)
I go to your school....*stalker*
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
I have a fluffy owl that i take to bed with me :P
3. What is your biggest fear?
That freaky girl from the Ring
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
Meh, depends on whether or not I have my folder with me *grrrr - evil folder*
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
Power.....POWER I SAY!!!!
6. What is your most treasured possession?
Friendship and love *soppyyyyyyyy......*
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
*cough* not telling....
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
I like to dress up in a short skirt and be taken from behind......lol *cough*
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
I have had sex
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
Me a cute, innocent lil virgin *nods* oh yes
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
Drinking at the Flapper with friends
12. Are you the jealous type?
Yupses
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
Chocolate/sex/Mike
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Brought me red roses :)
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Jump around manically
16. When was the last time you cried?
last wednesday - rowingness
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
really don't know...
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
erm....lets go with no
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
asked if i could lick bailey's off another girl's breasts :P
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
yupses
2004-10-04 05:31 am (UTC)
I'm a Pervert. no really :P
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
I was really ill in hopspital when I was 14 and could have died.
3. What is your biggest fear?
Spiders, needles
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
Depends on my mood honestly
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
Someone to hold :) I'm a hopeless romantic XD
6. What is your most treasured possession?
My PC
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
I cover up my pain/angst/depression with humour and pervyness until it dosn't hurt anymore.
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
I've had sex for 6 hours straight..
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
I like Handcuffs..
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
"I understand" or Self lies.
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
I want to sky divem I've never done it but really want to again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
Sometimes
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to?
Kitty.
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Being there for me when my head was royally fucked with emotions
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Run away. from everything and everyone, work, uni, family everything and never come back.
16. When was the last time you cried?
Too long.
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
This weekend
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
No not really :) I don't have the body for it
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.
..got told to get a room while making out on a table.
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
Of of course :)
2004-10-04 08:05 am (UTC)