I feel dead... I just want to go back to sleep... I don't want to fool myself into thinking that people care... I don't know if they do or not and I just want to cry. For some reason I've agreed to help my mum at a show on Sunday... so a weekend full of nothing until then, yay, fun fun fun. -_-;;

I don't know what's wrong. Things are okay for a bit, and then I feel so down, so insignificant. My cold is still messing up my eating habits, so I'm hungry as hell, but still feeling sick. >_<;; And my camera's broken and gah gah. I wish I could just not feel anything. But that's selfish.
It just seems that I'm the only one who's hurting about this.

I just want something to take my mind off everything... I want to go shopping, but I don't know if I have the money, the energy or the time. I want something I can throw myself completely into, so it takes up all my thoughts and energy and so I don't think about it. Because I want to be okay.

I just feel out of touch. >.<;; And I have a few songs stuck in my head and I want huggles. o_O;; Damn Incubus. I keep wanting to sing 'Sick, Sad Little World'.

takehiro, I'm gonna be in Manchester next weekend (9/10), wondered if you wanted to come meet us for a bit? ^_^ Would be nice to see you.