So, would you look at that. I'm back. XD The no-Lj-ing didn't last very long, but right now, I'm okay. I don't have much hope, but I have my friends. But... Hope is one of my friends! @_@ Wow, Summed up my mood there.
So yeah, we broke up. It hurts, yes, but I'm focusing on other things, like the fact that we're still friends, the fact I crave huggles and I almost beat Test My Best. Almost. Bah.
Yes, I will be odd for a while. And I'll need to cry for a bit. But that's just how I cope. *spins around* I'm not angry at him, resentful, bitter or anything. I'll miss him, but I miss a lot of things, and he's still around.
It's not that I'm over it already, it's just... I'm calm. I said all that was eating away at me, I told him the truth. I probably will find someone else, but they'll be good in a different way, that's how I'm thinking.
Maybe I'm lying to myself a little, half term will be hell and some things I want will be awkward but... The world keeps on turning. We live, we cope.
I just want him to be okay.
Blah, DDRed today. ^^;; on my own. Just stayed and played Nonstop twice and then random goes. Passed one of my three current set tasks. =D So now So Deep replaces Love You Like A Fool, and Never Ending story and Nonstop remain constant. Man, I'm an addict.
I'm kinda sleepy now. Hyper too. best I've felt all day. For a while, maybe. So thanks to everyone.
Maybe I should go sleep. =0
- Come on, come on, noone can see you try
2004-09-29 04:05 pm (UTC)
Glad you're feeling a little better also ^_^
2004-09-30 05:41 am (UTC)
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2004-10-01 07:26 am (UTC)
As fucking retarded as it sounds you do have people here for you if you ever need ANYTHING. Seriously, anything. And if you want someone to empathise with you you can always come to me. :)
Plus, we still haven't seen PoA together!