*yawns* So tired. So near to Christmas, and I'm already stressed about so many things. Byebye any hopes of having real fun this Christmas, bar Bex's party.

Let me think... Most of yesterday was spent clearing up, although I got a start on my unnamed original fic. O.o It's been so long since I've written any non-fanfiction stuff. I like it so far. ^^ And I managed to get a good deal done on my room. I now have a floor. ^^;

Today... more cleaning up/reading scanlations. *giggles* And then I went to a pantomime. Bleh. So exhausting, so many little kids. It's kinda amusing bearing on creepy how predictable everybody is. 'Oh no we're not.' That really did wear me out. And then come home and decorate the tree (finally) and then discovering half the lights are broken. -.- I'm beginning to hate this holiday. I hate most holidays I have to spend with my brother. That makes me sound really bad.

I have so much geography work to do! In two weeks! *cries* I'll never get it done. Which means I'll have to stay in all holiday, balancing it between doing enough chores to placate my brother and my parents and doing homework. At least I'm going to Bex's party... hopefully.

There's so many things I wanted to do this Christmas. Ice-skating, anime day, going to the cinema... I won't have time for any of it. *cries again*

Ah, my pc has stopped humming. I kicked it. That's the thing about having the processor and speakers on the ground. The sound may sound weird, but you can do everything with your feet! ...Yeah, I'll go now.

I'm getting a Beyblade. ^^ And X after Christmas. Can't remember if I mentioned that. *sighs* If my Amazon stuff doesn't come tomorrow I'm getting a total of one thing on Christmas day off my parents.


I feel so negative about everything.