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What The Hell Happened Last Night?
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You wake up in the morning next to: black_sonnet
...who is wearing: a collar and leash
...and rolls over to you to say: Do you have any Gmail invites?
...and then: takes the day off work to stay in bed with you
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Interesting... XD;

*yaaaawns* Still so tired... Meet yesterday, up and down throughout the whole thing... I feel bad for making people worry. -_-;; But... I love you guys. ♥ Saw some freerunners though, they were well cool. Hope and I were just sitting by the fountain, and they came up and were just... wow. Jumping on the statue, off again and down the steps... We went to fangirl talk to them after they'd finished and they explained what it was, which was pretty cool. Me and Ellie brought name necklaces from Oasis since we were bored of not doing anything. Heh, Ellie's great. ^_^ Also, sitting in the park, taking bets to how long before they got in touch with us. XDD There was a guy dressed as a dog promoting a shop... and the girls who gave us leaflets on Christianity... o.o;
And we got to play DDR eventually, hahahaha. XD Even though Bowlplex wouldn't let the others in... so people got angry and stressy... We ate pizza though. ^_^
Me, Nik, Jam, Mike and Ellie went back to Nik's and watched the first two epsiodes of Gravitation, and then most of Starship Troopers. I was watching it, feeling... rather bemused by it all. And I hate summer. So fucking hot. >.<; Got kicked out of Nik's at 8am. -_-; We walked to Sutton, all went our separate ways... Waiting an hour for a bus... ~~;; Panicked cause I thought I'd lost my keys. They were on my bed...
Watched some of Fruits Basket [Momiji, squeesquee, his sub voice is so cute, Hatori T_T and Akito scary bastard e_e;;] and read... And then just fell asleep. Got woken up to go see my cousins before they go to Tobaga(?) on holiday, twisted my ankle some more on the trampoline. But awww, hehe. They have the cutest labradors. ^_^ And apparently I've lost weight. O_o;;

I'm awake now, and my mother wants me to sleep. XDDDD


For some reason, behind the cut. Thanks to everyone who's been concerned and worried... God, I love you guys. I am so lucky to have you. Nik, Hiccup, Tegan, Katie, Hope, Sooti, Sonnet, Tofu, Ellie, Firefox, Greywing... everyone who's been worried. T______T I feel bad kinda.
Something someone said yesterday has finally registered and made me worry... For some reason we were talking about my problem with eating [I think I'd just been eating a burger or something, only first proper food of the day at around 6pm] and they were saying they'd had a similar problem... Not eating simply because they weren't hungry. And apparently, it was something like anorexia caused by stress... Maybe he's right, I should go see a doctor. I ate okay Friday, but Saturday... We were in the park, and they were telling me I had to eat, so I brough something... I ate about five bites over half an hour and just threw it away... I ate a burger later, and two slices of pizza... But that was it really. Only eaten a toasted cheese sandwich today cause my aunt gave it me since Toby wasn't hungry. I'm just not hungry. If I'm calm, I'm able to eat okay, but if I'm stressed, I have trouble eating, and get sick. I have to calm myself down.
However... what Hiccup said has really made feel better. I have missed my Sneeze-chan. T___T She's a brilliant person.

*smile* Im not a brilliant person, Im just some random weirdo who worries and cares too much ^_^

You brilliaaaaant. :3 And no weirdo!

Dont feel bad, *hugs* sounds like u have had a funnish day, *pats 2 ankle* if it continues see a doctor? or try to work out whats stressing you and sort it out? cause doctors usually only prescribe pills and therapy, *hugs* but u will be fine.

I think if I stop getting quite as worried, take some steps to calm myself down, it'd probably do me a lot of good and help too...
*hugs back* In the end it was a fun day. Walking around at night, completely hyper, off to play ddr~

ooh the quizs rock
You wake up in the morning next to: oneloopydude
...who is wearing: a Star Trek VI Captain's Starfleet uniform
...and rolls over to you to say: Are you putting the kettle on?
...and then: zaps you with an electric cattle prod

Yay zappness

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But you'd make such a cool bad girl lol

I'll look at some food and just be... 'eh... not hungry...' Kinda apathetic about it all.
I've been worried about you too... I just don't know what to say anymore... which makes things worse cause I don't syayanything... sorry. *hugs* thanks as well.. And congratulations again. :D

It sounds like you had a good day! ^__^ Except for the ankle. Hope that gets better soon! >__< And I think I feel the same way about summer...but then I like wearing two layers at all times, so it's my fault I'm hot. XD;

It's good to know that someone else is able to put a name to it, kind of. Hopefully this means that you can sort it out sooner! ;__;

^^; So do I. The heat was okay until I tried to sleep. --;

Maybe that's it, I don't know. :/ I just need to learn how to chill, I guess. ^^;