I know I should be happier right now... but I'm not. I'm so worried about everything, still. Even though people have told me to just follow my heart and not worry... I still hate feeling like I'm hurting people. I'm just unsure right now. So scared that they'll change their mind, so scared that I'm still hurting people and they won't tell me.

Now it's kicking in that I've had more or less no food or sleep over the last two days. I'll finish the update later.

ETA: Okay, on a pick up now... But oh, my credit hates me. >>; *loves e-mail* Thanks to people talked to me... I was being really overly teenage angst. I guess I have to let the people concerned deal with things themselves. But I still love them all. <3