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It's been really warm and sunny lately, apart from the one day I decide to go outside and revise. Today. >> Instead, it's gone all cloudy and cold. *shivers*

After looking at the shoes [livejournal.com profile] kdelioncourt linked, I'm considering trying to get a pair for my birthday. Because they're gorgreous, and in my size. And if I get them for the 13th, I can wear them for Bex's party. ^_^ On that topic, I need to go look for a corset/EGL type top to wear with the skirts, and look for some black velvet ribbon and material. Jordan should be lending me a tail, and I have fake nails. Fwahaha.
Perhaps I should buy a sketch/non-lined notepad to use, so I stop wasting all my maths-paper. I have plenty of pens now though, since I bough two before the exam, then bought a packet later. I like trying to draw in pen. Must draw random sketches, the angel is lonely.

Earlier, I was thinking about things that have gone on recently. Well, not recently, a few months back. About love and hate and jealousy and trust. How one thing leads to another, and back around again. About heroes, and people who I respect, some people who are amzingly strong, and who I'll love no matter what. About... dealing and coping.
There may be some people I will never get over, that I'll never stop loving, but it doesn't mean that I won't try and cope with it.
It's odd, I'm feeling really optimistic about everything. I've set my targets, trying to carry them out [one out of two that I can think of right now I'm keeping] and... I'm doing this for myself, not because people tell me to, not because I feel I need to for someone else. This is for me, so I can like myself more.

Fwee. Swimming soon, which somehow relates to the above topic, and by the sound of it, Tegan shall be there. Aa, I adore Tegan. ^_^ It'll be fun, yes indeed.

Now off to attack salad. xD

Drawing with pen is fun ^^ especially if you have biro *doodles way too much...has more pages of doodles than pages of notes this year...*

You're so lucky if you get those shoes. I want them, but I'm not going to order them because I don't want to get them and have them not fit! *sniffles* It sucks to have big feet.

My friend keeps telling me off for wasting all my paper. xD

Not getting them after all. ;_;

Wah. you need shoes!!!!!

My friends make me waste paper, I swear. XD