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I can't stop myself drawing up a mental list of pros and cons. ._.

What is your name?: Julia
Are you named after anyone?: No. At least I don't think so. Dammit, I wanted to be called Kayleigh. ;-;
What's your screename(s)?: Sarritichi, Sarri-chan, Sarri, speakerofthedead in a few places.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: My parents would have called me Robert.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Nisha. Sorry, Nisha is just a very cool name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Calling me Julie. >< And everyone pronouces Sarri differently anyway.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I don't know. ^_^

Basics
Your gender:: Female.
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Bi.
Single?: Yeah.
If not, do you want to be?: n/a
Birthdate:: 13/6/1987
Your age:: 17 in 2 months. [i.e. 16 now. :P]
Age you act:: I generally act younger than my age.
Age you wish you were:: I like my age.
Your height:: 5 foot 7.
Eye color:: Blue-grey.
Happy with it?: Hell yeah, it's a cool colour.
Hair color:: Light brown at the moment, mid-brown naturally.
Happy with it?: Not really. I'm ok it being light if I want it to be light, but this was supposed to be red.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right handed.
Your living arrangement:: Parents, with a brother in holidays.
Your family:: ...Eh.
Have any pets?: A fish.
Whats your job?: Still at school.
Piercings?: Ears.
Tattoos?: None.
Obsessions?: Burning things. ^_~ There's quite a few others.
Addictions?: Caffiene.
Do you speak another language?: French, a little Spanish and Japanese.
Have a favorite quote?:
Do you have a webpage?: Bar my journals, no.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: At times, it changes.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Most of the time to a certain degree. But I do get annoyed really easily.
Do you have any secrets?: Yeah.
Do you hate yourself?: Most of the time.
Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah.
Do you have any bad habits?: Angsting or chewing my fingernails.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: ...I can't actually remember. The last compliments I got were about my clothes.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Don't know .
What's your biggest fear?: Being alone.
Can you sing?: Yeah. Not very well.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No. o_o
Are you a loner?: At times.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: To survive and prove all the critics wrong.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: No.
Are you a daredevil?: At times.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: How I drive the people I care about away.
Are you passive or agressive?: I don't know. ^^;
Do you have a journal?: Yeah, LJ, DJ, JF and a paper journal.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I don't know what my strengths are. Weakness... Believeing I'm not worth anything.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: More self esteem.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: No.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yeah.
Do you think life has been good so far?: It could have been worse.
What is/are the most important lesson(s) you've learned from life?: To keep going.
What do you like the most about your body?: Eyes,
And least?: The rest of it. xD;
Do you think you are good looking?: No.
Are you confident?: Not really.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I don't know.
Are you perceived wrongly?: In that I'm cute. :P

Do You...
Smoke?: Nope.
Do drugs?: No.
Read the newspaper?: Free newspapers, yes.
Pray?: Not really.
Go to church?: yeah.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Normally to ask them who the hell they are. ^_^
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yush.
Take walks in the rain?: Yeahyeah.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I tend to block people out.
Drive?: No. Too young.
Like to drive fast?: *points to the question above*

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Yeah.
Hurt yourself?: This question is phrased confusingly. yes, I've been in accidents, and yes, I've hurt myself.
Been out of the country?: Yeah.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yeah. Remember, I didn't get sick when I drank bubble bath. xD
Been in love?: Maybe.
Done drugs?: No.
Gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
Had a medical emergency?: I hit my head pretty hard and had to have stiches when I was little.
Had surgery?: No.
Ran away from home?: Thought about it.
Played strip poker?: No.
Gotten beaten up?: Got punched when I was mugged.
Beaten someone up?: No.
Been picked on?: A bit.
Been on stage?: Not really.
Slept outdoors?: In a tent.
Thought about suicide?: Yeah.
Pulled an all nighter?: Yeah, kinda. Sleepovers are evil, ya know. ^^;
If yes, what is your record?: Not long.
Gone one day without food?: Yeah.
Talked on the phone all night?: I'm awful at talkign to people on the phone.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Not really.
Slept all day?: Yeah.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: No.
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?: Hell yeah.
Kissed the same sex?: No. Then again, I haven't kissed anyone.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Nope.
Been betrayed?: Yeah.
Had a dream that came true?: No.
Broken the law?: Perhaps.
Met a famous person?: No.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No.
On purpose?: No.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes, when I was 11. ^^;
Stolen anything?: No.
Been on radio/tv?: Nope.
Been in a mosh-pit?: No.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Been close to one a few times.
Bungee jumped?: I'd like to.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: No.

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Yeah.
Miracles?: Not really.
Astrology?: In the way that I read it and it makes me laugh because it's wrong. xD
Magic?: Maybe.
God?: It changes.
Satan?: Eh.
Santa?: No. xP
Ghosts?: No.
Luck?: Yeah.
Love at first sight?: Not really.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yeah.
Witches?: Depends.
Easter bunny?: No.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Would be nice if it was true.
Do you wish on stars?: Yeah.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: I don't know.
Do you believe in organized religion?: Not as much as I used to.
Where do you think we go when we die?: I don't know.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yeah.
Who is your best friend?: Jordan or Bex.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Jordan or Bex.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Be yourself.
Your favourite inside joke?: Jordan is Wednesday!
Thing you're picked on most about?: What I'm like.
Who's your longest known friend?: Karen.
Newest?: Hiccup.
Shyest?: Some people have shy moments.
Funniest?: Jordan, Bcat.
Sweetest?: Bex-chu.
Closest?: Jordan or Bex again.
Weirdest?: Erm, all of A-eng XD <-- Yes! xD
Smartest?: Hope.
Ditziest?: Me. ^_^
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Bex.
Last person you talked to online?: Talking to Hiccup.
Who do you talk to most online?: Jordan, Acid or Miiol.
Who are you on the phone with most?: I don't phone people. ._.
Who do you trust most: I trust most of my friends.
Who listens to your problems?: Jordan or Acid.
Who do you fight most with?: Jordan.
Who's the nicest?: There is no nicest. They're all wonderful.
Who's the most outgoing?: Jordan.
Who's the best singer?: Hope.
Who's on your shit-list?: Don't have one.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: No.
Who's your second family?: A-Eng at times. xD
Do you always feel understood?: No.
Who's the loudest friend?: ...Jordan.
Do you trust others easily?: To a certain degree. I trust people a lot, but there are certain people I'm close to I don't trust as much anymore.
Who's house were you last at?: Bex's.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Secret. :P Seriously, we're not much of a huggy group. Apart from me. ^^
Do your friends know you?: Yeah.
Friend that lives farthest away:: I know a few people in America.

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Depends on who.
What do you find romantic?: It all depends really on the person.
Turn-on?: Nice eyes, spiky hair for guys, medium length hair for girls, someone how makes me smile.
Turn-off?: Egotism.
First kiss?: >>;
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: It would all depend on the person. Normally try and stay friends; I've been on both sides of this.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Knowing someone is best, but not really good friends, because it can screw things up.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: It isn't socially acceptable? xD the only reason I don't ask guys out is because I'm terminally insecure.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: No. I feel shallow. -_-
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Nope. xD
What is best about the opposite sex? I don't really know.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Ditto.
What's the last present someone gave you? Probably one of my Christmas presents.
Are you in love?: Perhaps.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: I'm single. :P

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Pass.
You wanted to kill?: Noone.
That you laughed at?: Driving Jordan insane last night. ^^;; I'm sorry!
That laughed at you?: Probably someone on Saturday.
That turned you on?: Secret. ^_^
You went shopping with?: Bex-chu.
That broke your heart?: Hm.
To disappoint you?: My parents.
To ask you out?: I... don't know.
To make you cry?: My parents.
To brighten up your day?: Jordan.
That you thought about?: Secret.
You saw a movie with?: Myself. xD I'm in the middle of watching Princess Mononoke.
You talked to on the phone?: Bex on Saturday.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Hiccup.
You saw?: A-Eng meetup on Saturday.
You lost?: I know who they are, and that's enough.

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: Nope.
Will it be with your significant other?: Don't have one.
What are you wearing right now?: Winne the Pooh pajamas. xD
Body part you're touching right now:: Got my legs crossed.
What are you worried about right now?: The choice I'm trying to make.
What book are you reading?: Nothing at the moment, just finsihed Tigana.
What's on your mousepad?: Some advertisement.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Tired, confused, silly, annoyed, daydreaming.
Are you bored?: yeah.
Are you tired?: No.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Kinda.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: Lonely.
Are you listening to music?: Yeah.