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tiredAnd right now, I'm thinking of things I shouldn't, and I'm feeling dirty and worthless again because I didn't stop it happened and oh god, I should, because look what's happened to me now. I'm worthless and tainted.
And I'm just wishing I could back and change it all. Go back to when I was 10 and when I could trust.
But I can't, can I? And for some reason that just makes everything worse.
And I shouldn't even be thinking of this, because it's the past and I know it won't happen again but the fact that it happened is enough.
For fucks sake. *slaps self round face* Emo brat.
2004-03-24 05:18 am (UTC)
2004-03-24 05:28 am (UTC)
Today, someone yelled "lightbulb head" at me
(Seriously, insults are getting worse here)
so I "Assssukaaaaa"ed back. >_< That shut them up.
(Of course, now my friend believes that "asuka"
is either a Japanese death-threat or swearword.)
2004-03-24 07:41 am (UTC)
We can't change the past, its already done, and we can't predict the future its not writen yet, so all that really matters is the here and now, beacause thats where we can make a differance, lifes to short to regret whats already happened and you shouldn't feel guilty or dirty for it, your not tainted, nor could you ever be.
*hugs*, I'll chat to ya later on MSN or IRC, k.