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already out of foolproof ideas


[Rants.]
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Sometimes I truely hate living here.
Not Manchester, but this bloody flat. For the last few months, I've been going through 'Uh... did I actually eat all this?' and being all paranoid and twitchy. After coming back from Wolverhampton a 4 pint bottle of milk I'd brought a week ago [I have a bowl of cereal a day, that's it] was nearly empty [1 glass] when I swear it was half empty. This morning, I was a bit 'o_O;;' because I swear I hadn't used that much milk, so I marked the level. >D
Got back this evening, and yup, it's below there.

¬¬ I am not paying for other people to eat my food.

The worst thing is... I feel like a complete bitch for being suspicious and for being annoyed. >_< I swear someone used my soy sauce as well. Or I do really just use a lot of soy sauce. XD
Ugh. I just wanna leave. >.< My stuff gets taken without people asking [cheese grater, the fucking scissors that went missing for TWO WEEKS and then 'Oh, nobody told you they were back?'] and food and not fitting in... and gragh.
I feel like it's my fault somehow.

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Microcontroller - 69
Electronic Materials and Devices - 57
Digital Dystem Design - 69
Maths - 61
Circuit Analysis - 58
Communications and Measurements - 21

>.> oops. Kinda depressing, that mark right there.
Need to work so much harder. But I wanna play more. -_-;

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Feelings are weird. I just want to be somewhere else right now, and I have a pretty good idea of where.