So here we go again

Gotta give my M3 book back~ then onwards with UCAS... dumb UCAS. -_-; Then DDR and RPGness. @_@ How quickly time flies... I want to to sleep tonight. XD;

( Ganked from manabu )

Sing for me, darling

*yawns* We actually RPed. As in... actually... RPed. o_O;;; Had a headache so I was being whiny and bitchy. -_-; Sorry. Lost it a little on the way home... I'm really beginning to scare myself. I don't like feeling like this.
\o/ A'd So Deep Standard tho. I are teh lame.

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I feel lost and confused. I don't want to be alone. I know what I should do... but I can't. Heh, I'm pathetic. Utterly pathetic at times. I don't want to shut my emotions away, but I feel I should. Gah, why am I letting this affect me, why am I so weak? I'm scared to hug him. Too scared I'll break completely. Why is this happening? Why can't I just put it behind me? He has... I didn't matter, I don't matter... not to him. And I don't want to affect me... I want to be angry, I want to be happy, I want him to hurt, I want him to be happy.
I think I'm going insane.
I don't care if I can supposedly handle the A2 work, I don't want to! It's too much for me to take right now. Why am I so weak?

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