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jump start my kaleidoscope heart

already out of foolproof ideas


Come on, come on, noone can see you try
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So, would you look at that. I'm back. XD The no-Lj-ing didn't last very long, but right now, I'm okay. I don't have much hope, but I have my friends. But... Hope is one of my friends! @_@ Wow, Summed up my mood there.
So yeah, we broke up. It hurts, yes, but I'm focusing on other things, like the fact that we're still friends, the fact I crave huggles and I almost beat Test My Best. Almost. Bah.
Yes, I will be odd for a while. And I'll need to cry for a bit. But that's just how I cope. *spins around* I'm not angry at him, resentful, bitter or anything. I'll miss him, but I miss a lot of things, and he's still around.
It's not that I'm over it already, it's just... I'm calm. I said all that was eating away at me, I told him the truth. I probably will find someone else, but they'll be good in a different way, that's how I'm thinking.
Maybe I'm lying to myself a little, half term will be hell and some things I want will be awkward but... The world keeps on turning. We live, we cope.
I just want him to be okay.

Blah, DDRed today. ^^;; on my own. Just stayed and played Nonstop twice and then random goes. Passed one of my three current set tasks. =D So now So Deep replaces Love You Like A Fool, and Never Ending story and Nonstop remain constant. Man, I'm an addict.

I'm kinda sleepy now. Hyper too. best I've felt all day. For a while, maybe. So thanks to everyone.

Maybe I should go sleep. =0