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*yawns* I'm exhausted... and confused and stupid and just blah... I have to get myself through this. I have to stop listening to the voices, stop being scared to have faith, stop bringing other people down... I feel kind of useless and left out right now... I shouldn't. Shouldn't. >.<;; ...So just stop it, already... please? This isn't solving anything. Worrying and stressing is only going to make you feel more unimportant... And the cycle will continue, so you have to deal with it... I just wish... that I wasn't the only one who was jealous....

Meh. Furuba.

When you withdraw into silence like that, you can't laugh, right?

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*yaaaawns* Still so tired... Meet yesterday, up and down throughout the whole thing... I feel bad for making people worry. -_-;; But... I love you guys. ♥ Saw some freerunners though, they were well cool. Hope and I were just sitting by the fountain, and they came up and were just... wow. Jumping on the statue, off again and down the steps... We went to fangirl talk to them after they'd finished and they explained what it was, which was pretty cool. Me and Ellie brought name necklaces from Oasis since we were bored of not doing anything. Heh, Ellie's great. ^_^ Also, sitting in the park, taking bets to how long before they got in touch with us. XDD There was a guy dressed as a dog promoting a shop... and the girls who gave us leaflets on Christianity... o.o;
And we got to play DDR eventually, hahahaha. XD Even though Bowlplex wouldn't let the others in... so people got angry and stressy... We ate pizza though. ^_^
Me, Nik, Jam, Mike and Ellie went back to Nik's and watched the first two epsiodes of Gravitation, and then most of Starship Troopers. I was watching it, feeling... rather bemused by it all. And I hate summer. So fucking hot. >.<; Got kicked out of Nik's at 8am. -_-; We walked to Sutton, all went our separate ways... Waiting an hour for a bus... ~~;; Panicked cause I thought I'd lost my keys. They were on my bed...
Watched some of Fruits Basket [Momiji, squeesquee, his sub voice is so cute, Hatori T_T and Akito scary bastard e_e;;] and read... And then just fell asleep. Got woken up to go see my cousins before they go to Tobaga(?) on holiday, twisted my ankle some more on the trampoline. But awww, hehe. They have the cutest labradors. ^_^ And apparently I've lost weight. O_o;;

I'm awake now, and my mother wants me to sleep. XDDDD

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