Shouldn't be so complicated

It's been really warm and sunny lately, apart from the one day I decide to go outside and revise. Today. >> Instead, it's gone all cloudy and cold. *shivers*

After looking at the shoes kdelioncourt linked, I'm considering trying to get a pair for my birthday. Because they're gorgreous, and in my size. And if I get them for the 13th, I can wear them for Bex's party. ^_^ On that topic, I need to go look for a corset/EGL type top to wear with the skirts, and look for some black velvet ribbon and material. Jordan should be lending me a tail, and I have fake nails. Fwahaha.
Perhaps I should buy a sketch/non-lined notepad to use, so I stop wasting all my maths-paper. I have plenty of pens now though, since I bough two before the exam, then bought a packet later. I like trying to draw in pen. Must draw random sketches, the angel is lonely.

Earlier, I was thinking about things that have gone on recently. Well, not recently, a few months back. About love and hate and jealousy and trust. How one thing leads to another, and back around again. About heroes, and people who I respect, some people who are amzingly strong, and who I'll love no matter what. About... dealing and coping.
There may be some people I will never get over, that I'll never stop loving, but it doesn't mean that I won't try and cope with it.
It's odd, I'm feeling really optimistic about everything. I've set my targets, trying to carry them out [one out of two that I can think of right now I'm keeping] and... I'm doing this for myself, not because people tell me to, not because I feel I need to for someone else. This is for me, so I can like myself more.

Fwee. Swimming soon, which somehow relates to the above topic, and by the sound of it, Tegan shall be there. Aa, I adore Tegan. ^_^ It'll be fun, yes indeed.

Now off to attack salad. xD

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Just talking to Miiol reminds me of the conversation I had yesterday.

Me: ;_______; Bad mental images!
Hope: ...You thought of it.
Me: But you said it!
Hope: Everything I say has bad mental images associated.
Me: ...That doesn't. xDD

I forget what we were talking about as well, mostly. Apart from implying that certain people were not paying other people enough for services rendered, and then about chocolate sauce. Something else, but alas, it escapes my memory.

ETA: xD
Miiol: What's this about chocolate sauce? o__o
Me: xD
Miiol: That's your and Hope's conversation, yes? XD
Me: yes
Miiol: I don't remember mentioning the chocole-- ah. ^^ Good. I knew that. >_>

xD I love that girl.