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already out of foolproof ideas


Madness takes its toll. Please have exact change.
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^_^V
I found some of this kinda funny. ^^

*squeaks happily* My buspass! It has returned!
Sato: -.- Ignore her. She's insane.
Sarri: ^_^V

Well, what's happened this week... *thinks* Not much. I got a detention yesterday for tomorrow. I didn't have my work for geography. v.v I hate that lesson. I'll be in so much trouble when my parents get home.
I can't think for the life of me what happened on Monday and Tuesday. Apart from I talked to Emma on the bus last night. I haven't really spoken to her for ages. ^^ She told me what our class is doing for the dance competition... XD

This morning, we went to badminton at Wyndley. Joy. I was kinda depressed in the morning and then Katie said 'Oh, you're coming.' I almost didn't go. It took Estel and Jordan to persuade me. I almost kicked Katie. I wanted to. Estel spent the walk cheering me up. She told me about blue Smarties apparently being aphrodisiacs. Especially as Jordan had just offered me a Smartie. *blushes* I wish they wouldn't tease me. As well, I have trouble talking straight at times, so when I tried to say 'Denial is a river in Egypt', it came out as 'Denial is a rgypt in Eiver'. Estel makes me smile when I'm down.
After then, my mood seemed to just go down. By the time me and Tanya started to play a game against Jordan and Katie, I felt crap. Those three are all so much better. Katie showed off. I felt so crap. Finally I told them it was obvious I couldn't win so I shouldn't play anymore, and then went and sat on the side of the court with my head in my hands and cried. I'm so overreactive. it was a game of badminton. But then again, everything was building up. Jordan was asking me what was wrong, but I didn't tell her because the teacher came across then and she thought I was upset just because I was a bad player. It was part of it, but not all of it. So then the teacher told me how to play better for a bit, and then told me to play against someone else. It was obvious they didn't want to play against me, but it wasn't for long.
On the way up to school, me and Estel sang Buffy songs. XD XD
French, I had more trouble with words. 'Dynamique'. Or something like that. Gr. Hate words. I get to go to the other group's speaking practice. I'm not going on my own, dammit. And I asked, like I've been told to since parent's evening, to have my speaking earlier than I'm meant to. Because I get stressed out and shit.
Kirsty had her giant Piglet toy. XD So kawaii! *squees* I was looking at it at the start of the lesson, and told her 'Wow, even though I bought part of that, I haven't seen it before...' *sweatdrops*
In IT, we found Kirsty had then had her Piglet confiscated my the headteacher. x_X I did work. ^______^ No, that just wasn't because I couldn't check my e-mail during the lesson. -.-;; Of course not. But work I did, even though I realised I need to rebuild my switchboard again. Geh.
At lunch, I spent most of it in my form room, but since I wasn't obviously very depressed then, nobody came after me. *shrugs* Apparently the cartoon character they thought I was most like was Mona the Vampire. -.-;;;;;;; The ones I really wanted were all Japanese anime people. Eh. Some of the other choices are great. Our form tutor's apparently Splinter from the Turtles. *shrugs again* Emma, Rhi and the twins helped me smile as well. They were asking me if everything was okay, and then said Katie wasn't worth getting upset over. *smiles*
In history, I talked to Katherine. We both agreed that the geography teacher was moody yesterday and the history teacher can't control the class. I'd already done this lessons work as well. ^^;; Heh.
Biology was kinda boring. Rush through work, byebye! Holly asked how I was and I said I was going to kill the next person who spoke to me. Her reply was 'Oh really?' Xd Silly child.



*smiles* This has made me feel better. Me and Tegan have just had a really long conversation. I do miss her as a friend. Each person is different, and brings a different thing to a friendship. I told her we have to go somewhere in the summer holidays. I'm saving that IM now.
Or at least I would have if Word had been working. -.-
I can honestly say I hated her last year. But I dont't know, I feel as if I can forgive her. Like I have forgiven her.


Thoughts and feelings )

*yawns* Sleep. Sleep would be good. As would IT coursework. But sleep comes first.

Stupid GBA emulator. If Jordan was online I could ask her what was wrong with it, but she's not. I'm not that stupid to not have looked on the website. Gr.

Yup, gonna go sleep now. The plotbunny for Laura's gift fic has returned. ^^