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*cries* I'm ill. First day of school and I go home ill. Before having any lessons whatsoever...

In other news, I actually feel a bit better. ^^;

But my head hurts, my throat hurts, I'm tired, bad tempered and angry at people.

*wanders off to sleep and watch X*

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Eh??? PC crashing? Why?

[[ -- Y O U

1. Name: Sarri
2. Birthday: 13.6
3. Song to describe you (name, artist, some specific lyrics): Miracle, Unsing Zeroes - 'And I'm a long way from believing that I'm gonna be okay, such a long way from believing that I'll escape, this feeling that I hate.'
4. What do you wear to bed?: Pyjamas.
5. Do you/have you ever had braces?: Yes, but they're gone now, so all is good. ^^
6. Do you have bad bed hair when you wake up?: Yup.
7. Do you draw on yourself?: On my hand. And on other people's arms... is they sit still long enough. ^_~
8. Have you ever performed anything for anyone, excluding presentations for work/school?: No. Not that I'm aware of.
9. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?: Don't know.
10. What time of day do you feel your best?: When I'm hyper. ^^;
11. Your worst?: When I'm not hyper and angry and when Riya is talking to me.
12. Whatcha wearing right now?: Jeans and a sweatshirt.
13. Favorite holiday?: Christmas and summer.

[[ -- F R I E N D S

14. What's a friend?: A good friend is someone who sees you for what you really are and accepts you and knows that you can't change. They're there for you when you're down and with you when you're happy.
15. Can a boy/girlfriend be a friend, or do they have their own seperate category?: Yeah... I only have one/two guy friends IRL...
16. Out of your friends, who (is):
? ?? -Closest? Pyro and KT.
? ?? -Funniest? Pyro, Estel and Bex.
? ?? -Most obsessive? Me. Memememe. Or KT with Jonathon.
? ?? -Cutest? Me. You had to ask?
? ?? -Loudest? It changes... Bex most likely, or me when I'm hyper.
? ?? -Quietest? Me and Jordan at times.
? ?? -Most willing to take risks? Hmm...I don't know.
? ?? -Smartest? Me. :P
? ?? -Gonna die first? Me or Bex... Or Teegs when
? ?? -Parties hardest? Bex. Nine pints Becky. ^^
? ?? -Lies the most? Pyro. Without a doubt.
? ?? -Is most trustworthy? Pyro, Bex and Estel. I suppose Teegs did have her trustworthiness. But now shes more of a person to wind up.
? ?? -Will last longest? Pyro, Bex and Estel.
? ?? -Most open? I don't know.
? ?? -Will take the craziest dare? Pyro has. She drank soap.
? ?? -The leader? I'm not sure on this one...
? ?? -Most annoying? They all have their moments.
? ?? -Most shy? Me.
? ?? -Craziest? *grins* All of us.
? ?? -Might you fall for? ...
? ?? -Has lost/will lose their virginity first? Charlotte. But she's not a friend.
? ?? -Most perverted? *snickers* Me and Pyro.

[[ -- L O V E

17. Define what love is to you: I don't know to be honest.
18. What won't you tolerate in a relationship?: Cheating and manipulation. Lying.
19. How do you let someone know you're crushing on them?: I don't actually know that...
20. Which would you rather have, the love or the money?: Hm... depends. ^_^
21. Are you with someone?: No.
22. Are you in love with that person? No.
23. How open are you with your emotions?: *sighs* It changes.

[[ -- R A N D O M

24. Ask yourself a question and give an answer: *shrugs, puzzled*

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Darn MSN.

I feel better now. ^^ My throat still hurts however. My head hurts, but not to such an extent as before. I doubt this was helped by reading the entire of the fourth book of Lord of The Rings (the second book in The Two Towers) in about 2-3 hours. ^^; I was bored.

FARAMIR IS NOT THE EVIL BASTARD THE FILM PORTRAYED HIM TO BE!

O.o;;

*snickers* I've gone mad.

I was just reading a LOTR survey I found somewhere and I'm so very tempted to fill it in... o'.'o

( Warning: slashy subtext ahead. LOTR survey. )

I'll pretend that I'm not about to cry, I'll pretend that these tears are only rain

Anger

Hurt

Jealousy

Fear

Trust

Resentment

Happiness

Possiveness

Grateful

Sometimes I don't like the way I feel. I'll make a resolution to do something, or forget someone, or change how I feel about something. And then I'll go against it straight away.

I don't like the way I feel sometimes. There are some people, how although they might not know it, have the ablity to jerk my emotions all over the place. I'll be happy, and a few words with them will make me upset. I'll be angry with someone, and avoid them, because I know I won't be able to stay angry with them for long once they talk to me. I resent them for that in a way.

Sometimes I hate the way I feel, when I'm angry at everybody or simply when everything's going right. Sometimes I'm angry at myself for wanting things so much. For not having the courage to go along with my plans.

Sometimes I get annoyed when people say something jokingly, but I take it a different way. First I'm angry with them, and then I'm angry with myself.

I'm angry with myself for letting things get to me so much.


And the thing I wonder about the most, what is there good about me? It's something I've been wondering about since the start of the school year. What are my talents? What am i good at?

Because I, for the love of god, cannot figure it out.