When we were talking about asking for help, I said I find it hard to ask people. Many reasons for that. Why would people help me when I can't help me? Why would they bother? And what if I asked, and they said no, that they didn't care.

I'm having a little faith here. You said you'd help me if you could if I asked.

I'm asking.

I know this isn't the best way to ask, that I should ask you when I see you. But, like I said, I find it hard. There's always things that get in the way.

I know at the moment I'm messed up, and making things bad for everyone else. And I know I need help. That's why I'm asking you. Even though at times you hurt me the most - though you might not mean to - I still see you as my best friend. I don't know who your best friend is. That's not the issue here.

I'm just asking for help here.