She says I should, but I can't. I know I should, and I need it, but there is part of me that will not ask for help.
I'm scared that they'll say no, and tell me that they don't care.

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My sleeping and eating patterns are messed up. Maybe I can go through today without getting a headache.

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I'm habing a hard time reconciling what people say and what they do. When things like that happen, how am I meant to believe that they want to help me, and are there if only I ask?

They have more important things to be concerned with.

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Spent sometime yesterday and the day before dicussing LJ with the Laura. Lucky girl with her paid account. >>;;; *badly wants one*
So maybe for Christmas, or if when I get a job, I'll get myself one with the extra icons. I want those extra icons.

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Yeah. School.