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1. Fallen for your best friend- Yeah.
2. Made out with JUST a friend – Nope.
3. Been in love – Yes.
4. Used someone – No.
5. Been used – Maybe.
6. Done something you regret - Enough.
Last person...
1. You cried to – Myself most likely.
2. You talked to - Mum.
3. You hugged - Julia, this morning.
4. You instant messaged - Flyp.
5. You yelled at – Riya.
6. You laughed with – Hope at lunch time.
7. You had a crush on – Gah. I haven't crushed over anyone in ages.
8. Who broke your heart – I don't know.
Have you/do you have...
1. Considered a life of crime – No.
2. Considered being a hooker – o.o No.
3. Considered being a pimp – o.o No.
4. Split personalities - Yeah.
5. Panic attacks – Yes.
6. Anxiety - Yes.
7. Depressed – Yeah.
8. Suicidal – On occasions.
9. Obsessed with hate - I read that as hat. o.o
10. If you could be anywhere, where would you be – With my friends.
11. what are you listening to – Del Amtri - Nothing Ever Happens
12. Can you do anything freakish with your body – Erm.
13. Chicken or fish - o.o Both so nice.
14. Do you have a favorite animal – Hm. I like cats, and dogs, and wolves, and tigers and froggehs.
On you...
1. Name – Sarri
2. Nicknames – Sarri, Ju, JJ, Sarritichi
3. Hair color – Changes. Currently brown.
4. Eye Color - Blue grey.
5. Siblings – An older brother.
6. How do you describe yourself – Messed up, but slightly amusing at times. ...Well, I amuse myself.
7. What's your sign – Gemini
8. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend – Nope.
I can't say I wasn't surprised at what happened. It's been building up.
My headaches are getting worse and more often, my sleep patterns are all kinda messed up, my temper is getting shorter and shorter. The thing is, I'm so used to keeping check on my temper around my parents that when I get mad at people, I get really mad. I'm getting really irritable. I'm tense and stressed, and very despairing.
At the moment, it just seems like I'm surviving. Which really, is enough.
I can't say I really true regret getting mad. I needed to get angry. I just wish...
No, I can't say that, can I? ^_^
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