I want to go home. I really do. My stomach is cramping like nothing, which makes it uncomfortable in general and makes me not hungry. Because I know I'll only throw it up tonight. I always though.

I hate being on my period. Seriously. x.x Worse yet, I go to the doctors on Tuesday to try to see what to do next time I don't have a period for three months. Three months of PMS. Joy. x.x

Like any of you really want to know this. Ha.


So yeah, I don't know if I'll eat. I hate my lunch today, because it's some crappy pasta salad, which doesn't taste nice, but it was the only thing left in the shop. Now they have sandwiches.


I want to cry. It's probably just a modd swing, but I want to cry. Even more so, I want to cry, and have someone to hug me and tell me I'll be okay. Nobody does that anymore.

I might just go disappear for the rest of the day. See, Jordan and Kate have gone to eat lunch. And in my free next, I know I can go somewhere and avoid people.

I do need to talk to Jordan though... Although I get the feeling she doesn't want to talk to me. How am I meant to know?

I'm fairly sure it was AS that my mum said they thought I had when I was a kid. Maybe I still have it. I'll look into it.

But when I get home, fun fun, cleaning room.