Should I be worried? I don't know.
Lately, I've been getting more and more tired and tired, eating less and getting more depressed. I can't remember the last time I ate breakfast, and all I've eaten today have been five cookies, a bag of skittles and half a bowl of chilli....I still feel ill and fat.
Depression... I really can't understand anything. I don't have any faith left in myself. I know you guys are there for me, and I love you for it, except... I can't see why. I can't see why I'm worth saving.
And I really still cannot see why Jordan wants me there at Aya. ...I know I'll mess it up.
...Maybe I'm trying to commit passive suicide.

And I want to make a Spirited Away screenshot gallery, since I can't find any good galleries to make icons from, and oh, I'm just cranky.


Spirited Away was great, although I had minor issues with Chihiro's voice in parts. Much love for Haku, Chihiru, the coal carrying things, No Face, and Dragon!Haku. Also much love for music and art.
Much love for Borders, despite lack of manga I want Kare Kano and Demon Diary. It has CCS, which should keep me happy, as well as Alien 9.
>< So much I want. So much I want coming out after Christmas. ~_~;;

The aniki has given me 2 years worth of maths notes. XD So... I could just read them... and fall asleep in class.... and still pass! XD XD Although I can't, since the teacher made me sit near the front in Further Maths. ~_~;; Because we have such a small class. 8 people. But that's big for that class! *is babbling quite sleepily* Which means sleep is good good idea.

I like my nails. They pretty blue gold.

Yeah, yeah, I go now.

...Miiol and Jordan made me laugh, and stopped me angsting. But I angst so well... XD XD
...I'm very changable.

Yes, yes! I'm leaving. Jeez. XD