Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear.
And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear
take the wheel and steer.

It's driven me before,
and it seems to have a vague,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I'm beginning to find I
should be the one behind the wheel.

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes, yeah.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there,
I'll be there.

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
will I choose water over wine
and hold my own and drive?

It's driven me before
and it seems to be the way
that everyone else gets around.
But lately I'm beginning to find that
when I drive myself my light is found.

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes, yeah.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there,
I'll be there.

Would you choose water over wine....
hold the wheel and drive?

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes, yeah.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there,
I'll be there...

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Breaking down, breaking apart. Thinking of past decisions, wishing I'd gone a different way. Thinking of a time when nobody seemed to care, when it would have been okay to... Knowing somewhere inside, things are for the best, things happen for a reason, no matter how much this hurts, has been hurting, probably will keep hurting... But surely everything will be okay, one day. Whatever happens, we learn. And there will be someone to heal the part of me I won't show. Eventually. There's always that part of me there, somebody helped me mend before, but they can't do anything this time. And there's nothing I can do about that. I'm not broken yet, I'm not down or out. It hurts, but I can live. It's just so hard to wait. There will be someone. Surely everything...

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That was cryptic entry no. 2. 3 people should have a vague idea of what I was talking about.

Feeling a little buzzed right now. n.n Blue WKD. :3 This is the good life, I have an empty glass of WKD by my side, my GB playlist on [read: Muse and The Killers] and am just waiting for a game to finish so I can join n.n Wait it's finished =DDD [ETA: >_>;; I played awfully...]

Manchester should be okay... So I will be there. =D

My combats are fixed. they no longer have holes in the knees or my legs. :3

And the floor is quite nice.