I feel so crap and lame, letting myself fall apart like that in front of him. My own fault though... Worked myself up into a depression before I saw either him or Firefox, thinking things that maybe I shouldn't have, how other people seem more important. Then just being tired and cranky on top of it. They walked into a building, I walked into the park, hoping he wouldn't follow. He did, put his arms around me and then I felt like I could cry properly. I still really don't know why... I feel so bad about it. I still shouldn't be thinking like this.

>>;; And my claw marks hurt against the edge of the desk... Yay Nik's internet time... *shifty eyes* Didn't steal it... Played DDR, and, as usual, people stared in awe at the good players... the players who weren't me. XDD
Got into town a little early, so I sat in the library and read Fool's Fate until I got too twitchy to sit still... Pretty nice in Centeral Library. Doubt I'm going back there again though today.

My back hurts quite a bit now, and I promised I'd eat something... >>; Brought a new notebook though. I still have food money. Some. o_O Where is it all going? >>; Wait, jaffa cakes. And drink and polo mints and DDR.

Maaaan, I make no sense.