[Take her home, take her past this evening.]

Ummmm, when did I decide Orlando Bloom was hot again? D:

Today I made cookies, found out my [not mine but sssh] horse had been fighting and is all battered, and watched Lord of The Rings. Squeeage. I want icons.

Saturday - first, I went and kicked Sanj, and all was good. All went to Nostalgia, and Hiccu brought me a Sakura model. X3 And then to Chinese, where me and Hiccu realise - omg, we eat too much of that stuff. I win, cause I am greedy and can eat more than everyone else. However, since it was now time for me and Acid to go get a bus, we went and did so. Or tried to. Damn bus was 25 minutes late. xD But Tegan's dad saved the day.
Dance show = winwinwin. X3 You're too cute, Tegan. But so hot in there! o_O And also, I owe lots of people money for toko. XD After, we just sat outside for a bit, until Tegan needed to go back, and me and Acid skeddadled back to town, with a Junpei and Lon sighting. :D then I got to DDR, and I'm happy. DDR always makes me happy, yo. Hung around in one pub for a bit, ate nachoes :D which everyone stole D: Bad Snaj! And Hiccu and Snaj talked of Auchi threesomes and I was scared ;_; I will take a taser to bed with me. Everyone wanted to do Tequila shots, so we went to the Flapper, but they had no lemons either. xD So straight Tequila. o_o;; I drank Hiccu's too. >_> And then all went home! :0 But I talked to Sonnet, and it was fun.

I feel so... bittersweet, I guess. xD I don't get it myself much, but like... things that really hurt have been brought to the surface, and I can't get closure. And I just feel all sorts of sad at times. I want those days back.

I also really really want it to be next term already. Nice flat k. And boyfriend? ...Holy crap I still have a boyfriend. xDDD 9 months k. And actually, I want to really begin taking my course seriously.

How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand... there is no going back? There are some things that time cannot mend. Some hurts that go too deep. That have taken hold.

Tags: emo, life