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jump start my kaleidoscope heart

already out of foolproof ideas


[We are never sad because we are not allowed to be.]
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*EMOEMOEMO*

Eh heh. I just have... kind of built up stressyness? I feel like an outsider, and I feel disatisifed with myself, and also I can never sleep at a reasonable time. I am so fucking tired. I know I sleep so much more than my flatmates but still >.<

Screw it, I'm making Daniel take me to Rockworld >DDD he said so >.>

Passport part 1 - DONE
Reapplication for halls - PARTLY DONE [have to fill in 'what I have contributed to hall life' ¬¬;;]
Make up buying - DONE
Jeans and combats - GET

But yes. Stuff gets. XD;;; I've spent so much money on myself in the last week. >.>;; Must... stop >_>

Today I got told 'You should probably do more to change your mental state than things about your body.'
I'm trying to eat healthier. I guess. I should probably go back to tramploning, but I'm tired, and I don't know if Hannah's going. And I still find it a little daunting, not really knowing anyone.
It's almost like I'm really back in my old pattern for highs and lows. Blargh.

Maybe if I just... sleep this weekend? Sleep and be calm and unstressed?

Hannah set off the fire alarm with her hair spray. Heh. XD