Save some face, you know you've only got one

I really do feel as if I'm about to fall asleep right now... I feel awful...

Suppose there's nothing I can do apart from try and stay awake for another few hours.

Screw that, sugar rush. Suppose thats why we have penguins.

Sugar rush is fading. Suppose thats an indication of how long I spend writing these entries. Considering I had a nice talk with Mike in the middle. [Thanks, btw. I know you said anytime, but it was still good to talk for a bit.]

This is turning into one of those all over the place entries... I'm up again. XD I feel tired, I feel angry kinda, but I'll push it all aside, I don't want to feel like that... I want to get back to being me. The strange hyperactive girl who runs and darts around, who gets sleepy but suddenly has sugar rushes, who giggles insanely at her own jokes, who is a good friend... Well, maybe not get back to being me. But become the me in my mind. At times, I think I almost am that person. If I stop letting myself get so down... There's something on the back of my mind that I hope won't happen. But if it does, it does. And I can keep on trying to believe the best in people. I don't know why that's important to me, but it is... I'll keep believing in people unless they give up on dreams or if something else happens that makes me really lose faith in them. Because I have a lot of friends who are important to me and who have helped me a lot... And I guess I like knowing I've helped people feel better or made them smile or whatever...

And I must go to the next gig at risk of angering the gods. XD Ah, the risk of being individual. As long as I'm with people I know, I should be ok. It's weird, I always thought... Ah well, I guess I can surprise even me. I do wish I'd gone, everyone had a great time -.- and plus, so many people went... Chu...

I wanna draw my MAC comic. Still need a solid idea. An idea is forming, I'll just see how well I can draw guys hair. ^^;;

Yesterday, basically, went swimming and then went to see Oceans 12. =/ Kinda lame movie, but okay. Felt up and down, for reasons I don't want to go into... But Yee brought me cookies on behalf of Greywing, and I had jellybeans. :3 And also, well worth it for me laughing hysterically at Greywing. 'Tell uncle Greywing everything!' 'Greywing-ojiisan! *utterly hysteric and insane laughter*' Good times.

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( Dreams aren't what they used to be )