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jump start my kaleidoscope heart

already out of foolproof ideas


Hey shut up hey shut up yeah
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Gah... Been told I should give up a subject... Stupid Mechanics. >.<;; I don't want to give anything up... I'm just going through a bad patch... I can barely remember what day it is...

I feel... dead-ish again. ...A joke someone made... it wasn't that funny. But I don't know if it'd be worse if they were joking or not. >.<;; So I feel all meh. I know that eventually I'll be ok with that kinda thing.

Heh. Had to stop midsentence because of moving rooms. -_-;; People thought the room was locked. With 3 6th formers insides. ...Yeah, right. >>;;

I don't know, I'll try and catch up on the things Sunday... still feel a little out of control...

I've been getting angry too easily lately. There's two or three people I want to scream at really badly. One to a lesser degree, but. Still angry kind of. -_-; I don't know what to do. I want to tell two of them to shut the fuck up, I don't want to have to deal with this right now... And the other... There's still a lot of things I want to ask, so many things that can't, won't make sense in my mind.

Just scaring Tegan with Killers lyrics and manical laughter. X3 She has no idea yet. Heheheheh. >3 *...waits for her to look over...* *okay... she is now XD*
Victory is mine! Victory is mine. Great day in the morning, people, victory is mine....

Lalala, I wish I wasn't in the library so I could listen to music.

Jam: if you're still going to the open day, leave me a comment plz. o.o

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Life is like a boat )

I feel highly mixed up. I'm kinda tired of feeling like I'm the only person trying keep a conversation going... If you don't want to talk to me, tell me so! I'd rather know... You should know who you are... I know I'm a pain to you, I... just don't know. I just want to know you care, I guess. if not, fine, end of story...

Ended up telling someone =/ They sounded a little disappointed... don't know whether with me or with the whole situation...

I'm just tired... can't find my green lenses. O_O;;; Forget to wash tops for tomorrow night... uwah...