And I hope to god I'll figure out what's wrong

I burst in to squees when this song comes up on a Fuuma+Kamui skin. ;-; I need more F+K...

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I don't know what's wrong today. I was really hyper, and now... I'm really depressed. I just want to be wanted... As a friend... anything. I don't get it anymore. I'm so... tired lately, so depressed. I don't understand anything. Everything I thought I had, I don't.
I just want to spend the weekend curled up asleep.
I guess I'll survive. What else is there to do?

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...I'm scared of cosplaying. ;-; More precisely, crossplaying. xD;
I know I'll do it though... I'm just worried about not getting it done in time.

I don't want to feel anything but I do, and it all comes back to you.

Ok~ I am accepting challenges for the temps_mort 24 Hour "With Friends Like These" challenge. Please give me a challenge which is specific to what you would like to see me work on with my writing. Be more specific than fandom and pairing. Thematic suggestions, general plots, or writing devices are good ideas.
So, um, someone challenge me. ;-; Please?

Talking to people on the phone is fun. x3 I am hyper. FFVIII slash and Omi and Yohji singing, oh my. And we're making a list of songs to sing at opportune moments. Heheh. It was fun to get on the phone with Hope and be like 'Um, no, I have not been talking to Miiol. >>; Really.'
And Acid scarred me. >.o I was switching from subject to subject, and we managed to get a little confused and the topics blurred. ^^; I went from saying about Travis' cover of Hit Me Baby One More Time to about Jord and Maj's relationships. ^^;

Jordan is a zombie~ I sent her scary text messages about this fact. I was texting Nik, and laughing my head off, and she saw, and we began texting each other... from over the road. Oy. We ish so sad. The last message was more or less 'ZOMBIE!!1!' Heh.

I feel better now. *sighs* I've been getting like that lately a lot. Get really down, and then- hyper-ness. o_O

Heheh. May write some random fic scenes. I need to~ And I go hunting for Zell and Omi clothes! ^^ Well, tomorrow. before I have trouble Hope and Chrissie coming over. :3