Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over

Me and teh Neko-chan were causing havoc. Well, not really. xD She came over for a bit, kidnapped my pc. Pity Seb, who had to deal with us. XD That was... a weird conversation.
We went shopping, bought Bex's present, lost people, lay in the park, went home, laughed our heads off together, Hope went, now I sit here with stomachache, yay me. But discussing plot ideas with Acid for teh story of doom makes me giggle.

But now I'm tired, and fed up, and feel more than vaguely ill and fucked up. Yay me.
I know I don't matter. Please don't tell me again.