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Agggh. The milkshake song. Finally heard it.
xDD

Edit: Dreamt about my 17th birthday. Weird. All I can remember, I was with my family, and Jordan had sent my a present in the post. I also think that was the only present I got.
Fwah. I have weird dreams.

Edit 2: And oh my god, I have the weirdest stuff under my desk. >>;; Seriously. Stuff that's, like, 5 years old. Ew.

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Well, what's done's done.

It is going to be near impossible for me to get to the cons. Both of them. It's going to be near impossible for me to get one of the places for Wilder when they're made available, and like I'm going to get one of the last 3 residental places for Ame.

And before you say anything [and you know who you are], let me please remind you that I do have a right to be upset. If it was you, wouldn't you be just a little bit gutted? Knowing that that's all your friends who are going will be able think about. Feeling that you won't be missed. Knowing that was one of the few things you were looking forward to.
Because, think about it. You have all those great people there, who can go. Why do you want someone there who just pisses you off?
I can't help putting myself down. Because I hate myself. I thought you knew that.


Too late to apply for the stupid summer thing now. Fuck.
Roll on summer.