Somehow, that just always made me feel good

I am so thankful for the set up of today. Admittedly, having the double free last thing would be better in the afternoon later in the year so I can leave at lunch... but a double free first thing is good. ^_^ I think I'm going to be working on inequalities for at least a bit. >>;; Calculus, I'm fine with at present. I just hate inequalities.

I'm taking things on step at a time. One person, then the next. I'm still having some trouble convincing myself that other people won't just walk away.

Been feeling so ill lately...

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Oh, screw it all.

I'm fed up of feeling depressed because it takes too much effort to notice I'm crying and say 'Hey, are you ok?' I'm fed up of feeling depressed because people treat me like shit. I'm fed up of what you say and what you do never matching up. Fed up of you acting self righteous on me. 'That's pretty rich coming from you.' I'm fed up of the sarcasm, the snarky remarks, the utter indifference to me!
Fuck you, Jordan.

I'm fed up of feeling guilty for wanting someone to care.

It doesn't take that much to ask if someone's okay or to maybe talk to them.

But I'm just a hypocrite, so who would listen to me?

I don't feel I can talk anymore. Just forget it. turn around, and go back to waht you were doing. You're always too busy. And guess what? It's my fault for not saying anything, isn't it? When I can't talk to you because you're always busy or avoiding me. Because, yes, that's how it seems. You don't seem to give a damn about what I think or feel or have to say.

Like I said, I don't think I can talk to anyone. Nothiong personal really. Just wouldn't want to inconvience you further.