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it's the second time in less than a week that I've made references to DotA. that kind of thing amuses me. the video itself, and the references.
[will this video ever stop cracking me the shit up? never. however, the options to have different subs is no longer up at his website. it's a pity, I kind of loved the leet subs. ...hey,
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pinali, I KNOW A BOT. if anything, this cracks me up more because he's all horrified when he finds out this bot is a girl after all, then he's 'in my eyes, you're still a bot'.]-
10 things that make me happy:
10. watching house obsessively.
09. drinking tea.
08. post it notes.
07. fencing.
06. silly applications on facebook.
05. crushes that don't make me sad. yet.
04. electropop with silly lyrics. can't help smiling.
03. boys in bands.
02. my friends. ♥
01. brand new. oh my god. in love with them, like, times ten.
if there are ten things that make you happy, tell your flist right now!
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I realised today I've been blogging since I was 14. since I was in year nine. while the older of my two journals has now been deleted, it scares me a little. oh, the melodrama of a 15 year old. things were such srs bsns back then. god, how did people ever put up with me, ahaha. [oh, becky, oh, jordan, you guys are truely awesome, you know that?]
some people say they could never put thoughts and personal things on the web, but it's almost like a coping mechanism now.
although one of these days, I need to erase all the places I've put my full name. aha.
it's also funny when I'm so happy someone has heard a band I really like, until I realise they've only heard of them because I made a somewhat hyper post about seeing them live.
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sometimes, I feel like if I expect less from people, I won't get let down. like I keep expecting people to flake out on me. [in truth, i am the flaker-out of late.] it's honest to god, nothing personal. case in point, Brand New signing. the girl I was talking to in the queue said she'd send me the photos. maybe she forgot my email, maybe she forgot in general. who knows.
keep surprising me. keep raising my expectations. I can put myself back together, just take a chance.
[maybe i'm talking to you, maybe i'm talking to me.]